huh ! holiday assignments piling up . lame shits ! >,<' CCA practices coming up toos . [i forgot those steps] still got to go library for borrowing of books; i have to improve english no matter what ! heh heh =D after this year; i wanted to have real goals and achieving it wit all my heart ! SINCERITY; DETERMINATION ! i chose POA as my first choice; ART second . can i get in ? i'm really hoping to get into POA class. or at least a ART class ? what about geography& history? i took geo as first choice ! many people would want geog class; history is just so boring >,<' going to 3NA2 next year for me would be difficult for sure . even though i improve, compared to mid year . it's a ' NO WAY '


it's a misery staying home rotting ! eww , SO BORING CAN ! how am i going to survive for this longlong holiday ? hmm .. i need to work URGENTLY ! i just need credits so urgently ! =DD my mum asked me not to work, and told her where the money come to buy next year's books, uniforms and those stationeries ? >,<' she went speechless then . lols ! I JUST NEED TO WORK NOW ! sometimes; i felt real useless . i can't express my feelings . it's such a pain keeping those thoughts inside my heart . i wish to be BOLD ! interact wit the other party smoothly . it's really challenging, becoming a BOLD person . =X i'm a person wit bad attitude toos . real BAD attitude ! ):` it's another challenge to become a person wit good attitude toos ! ANYONE CAN INFLUENCE ME WIT SOME POSITIVE STUFFS ?! i'm getting bored wit my skin . gotta change soon ! hmm . i shall stop here . getting late; SCHOOL TML ! =DD