i never expected it to happen in this way.
it fears me alot, how do you expect me to face
it myself? have you thought of my feeling?
and now, so many pplr know it. how do you
expect me to face them, or maybe how they look
at me? i'm really really afraid. really really upset.
i dont know what to do now. i'm so confuse!
i had so much suffering when it comes to this.
i hate it so much. i had no one to talk to.
and im always hiding my feelings. no one actually
knows what im thinking. not even my good friends.

that's what also happen to me. freaking hell.
monday is my competition, i hope it dont affect my mood.
cos i just want to do the best for the dance.
we must get the gold of honour this year. and i must
really focus and dance well on monday.
after competiton, is our mid year examination.
i don't want to be like last year. i want to improve!
RIGHT, i shall think of the good side. i know i can do it.
i won't let this matter to affect my everything.

affirmation..