What hurts the most, is being so close. ♥

Dance practice in the morning, I woke up on time.
Managed to reach school before 830am.
I was not in the mood to do anything, so i stared into space
whenever i can. And they would say "Stop staring into space,
faster do your warm-ups" I will just answer them, "Orh"
And I carry on with my warm-ups.

Dance wasn't good today, It was very unpleasant.
Dont wish to say about anything.
We can be nice like angels , but we can turn into devils too.
Just dont go too far, to avoid misunderstandings between us.
Bad dance day.

Went 900plus there to eat laksa with six-some.
Its one of my happiest moment with them, even how sad I am.
They will have lots of jokes for me to laugh at. Im glad to have
them around.

After eating, went Tampines with Jasmine& Kuanwai.
Reached there like 4plus, and went around Gaint. It's veryvery big.
There's loads of things to buy. Went there to look for my working pants.
Anyway, Ive got a job finally. Its at Burger King. At Airport there!
Will spend time travelling over there. Kinda regret to work there, but
no choice. I have to work there for 6months, which is like so long.
Hope it would affect my studies next year.

Have fun with them while travelling back home in the bus.
Really laughed alot today, despite having some problems here and there.

I agreed with this saying, "Happiness could only be short-lived"
Its very true. Because happiness won't be forever. Somehow, there will
be more sadness than happiness ya. Even if you spend your time
laughing at all sorts of jokes, things or whatever. Your life will be meaningless.
Come on, if there's no sadness, i should say there's a problem in your life.
But.. they always say life is under our control. Its the matter of how
you spend your life, how you protect it, how you look into it.

And yeah, Im definately feeling quite down, if not i won't be saying
such stuffs. Well, there's lots of ups and downs in life. For me, there's more
sadness then anything else. Because Ive never found my happiness.
Some things you do, just couldn't change any fact.
If i have a choice, i would rather not to be born. Because i dont want to
see the world, i dont want to drown myself with what i dont want to do.

And again, i find my life meaningless and useless after what had happened.
I hate myself, I hate myself, I hate myself.
Im a fool, Im a fool, Im a fool, Im a fool, Im a fool, Im a fool.