Wednesday, September 10, 2008

Smile even though your heart's breaking.


Sorry, I might avoid you for the time being. I dont want to, but
I have to. Just give me some time, I hope after this, I will not have
wild thoughts again. I know, you have your own ways of doing things.
But sometimes, the things you do hurts the others, do you know?
You're a great one, but there's something I can't stand about you.
I know no one's perfect, so do You and Me. But this is not the first time,
it's countless times. I just close one-eye. I doubt you'll know it.
I shall say, this time is different. Though it seemed like it's nothing,
but I know everything. Deep down. It just hurts me, alot.


I can no longer feel the kind of bond between us. It's over? I dont know.
Perhaps we can only be the ordinary, and not extraordinary.
We used to share joys/unhappiness and a lot more, but not anymore.
It seems like we've drifted apart, and that I'm not longer there for you.
I'm sorry, give me some time. I will get used to whatever that's
happening. I'm sorry. For the time being, just let nature take its course.
I'll be fine, I'll still pretend that nothing had happened.
And I don't wish you to know anything about this. I don't want to see
you sad too, well, just let it be. I'll learn to accept things from now.
No matter how you treat me, or how I treat you. We'll still be the same,
as before(?) Yeah, perhaps. Just let it beeeeeeeeeee.


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Maths paper2 was a killer paper!
History is a sure-fail paper!
It's the last day of my prelims, but it seemed that both papers
were killer papers. Haha. Well, so be it. {:
And I swear, Maths paper2 was a difficult one. *Crack brain.
As for history, I can just laugh my ass out! :D
Didn't study much for history, so there goes my SEQ.
Even if I got single digit/zero for history, I'll not be surprise.
It's not the first time anyway, I just can't score for history. LOL.

After paper, went for Art. Discussed about the questions for
Paper2. I've made up my mind, I chose Q2 - Layers.
Wanted to do Street Furniture, but it's kinda difficult to do the
development and I gave up the idea. Haha. Fickle-minded(?)
I'll do well for art this time, I will put in all my effort& time.
I'll try to improve my drawings, I'll make this artpiece a good one! (:
{I will, I try, I can} Jiayou to myself& the rest too.


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I had fun today, thanks to the people around me.
Thanks to stupidhead for accompanying me for lunch. ♥
I had a wonderful lunch with daughter-in-law and the rest. (:
First time, Last time(?) Someone's jealous about us, and commented
this "Couples s****". Haha, so funny lah. (:

Best, you're also loved! Thanks for today! {:
Sorry if it's kinda boring, maybe we're just too tired. But still, thankyou!





Shall not brood over the matter. I'll not let this affect me.
Just gonna enjoy myself and forget about this.