I'm going to die soon, Haha. humanities papers are NO-NO! as in, i'm not going to do well this time. lol. i just find that 1 hour per paper is not enough. i just managed to finish my paper on time, and there's not even 5mins for me to spare for checking through my work! oh ya. mr hady was our invigilator for social studies paper. he's cute alright. HaHa. (:

after humanities papers, the next subject i'm going to be worried will be MATHS! the subject i really fear most, ooooww ): Today, i had tuition and was doing sec2's work. kind of distracted by something and my mind went off, i wasn't concentrating that well. i don't even know how to do a simple question, i'm such a failure! ): Hais. i wonder what went wrong today. Urgh. @.@

After tuition, i really want go to study with jasmine. but i know i won't be concentrating, cause i just don't have the mood and heart to study today. wth. even for now, i'm still slacking while others are working so hard for tmrl's paper! afterall, when i looked at my pathetic study table, i don't feel like studying. Haha. because my table is full of worksheets, files, books, bags ! Lol, have to space to study loh. I'm a very messy person, i would just anyhow chuck my things here and there. lol. i just love the way i am. [: DONT MESS WITH THE MESSY ME! Marvellous! lol.

Okay, i'm going off to start practicing on my Maths, Maths!
Paper 1 tmrl. I can do it. JiaYou [:

Shouldn't i be happy? why do i feel so empty? so upset?
i no longer have the feeling i used to have. why?
i want to get back that kind feeling. i really want ...