It's a bad day. Or i should say it's a blackblack day for me. Everything came pouring onto me. Nothing went good. I was in super bad mood today, mood swings till i can't stand it anymore. I'm really getting back t my old-self. Which i don't want it t happen right now, at this time! I had enough of nonsense last year. I had enough of those emo-ness i went through. I had enough of those painful experience. Why can't everything be Change! I want a new life, a life that i can live each and every day with happiness. Less worries. Less sadness. Less pain. Less TEARS! That's my wish. Which i reallyreally wish it could be granted. Pretty please..

I'm such a sucker right. I'm such a bad girl with no brains? A girl who calls people names? A person with no heart? Ya right, That's my true colours huh. Im so heartless that everybody wants t stay away from me. And i guess, someday, you will leave me too. Because i'm just that sucker who does not appreciate anything. The one who break promise everytime. The one whom you think is good, but actually so evil inside. And also, a attitude freak who like t show attitude and throw temper at anyone. Since whatever i said did not make you feel good, and even made you so unhappy about me. I really don't know what t do. Yes, i admit it's my fault. I realized my mistake. And i know it's no point crying for split milk, because you won't accept my apology. Seriously, it was only meant t be a joke. You joke with me too. But i didn't know you took the joke so seriously. Causing you t be so unhappy about. Now, i telling you this. It's a joke. I really didn't mean it. It's my fault for making you so angry. From today onwards, i will not tell any jokes. I'm sorry. Very sorry for what i've done. I'm really not showing sympathy towards you. I really do care. And i'm not faking. Whatever i said in this post is true. You can choose not t forgive me, because it's really my fault. Just wanna say Sorry.