I'm fooled again.
Maybe I'm fooled for many times just that I dont know anything.
Well, that's really possible.

Betraying the trust.
I trust that you won't do it again, but you did. You know I will live in fear,
but you still did it again. I'm so concern about everything, what about you?
Have you thought of my feelings even? Do you think I want everything to be in
this way? If you didn't do anything, will I be like this?
You can say Im mad, Im a bitch, Im anything. Dont forget you promise me not
to do it again, and I trusted you. Now what? Forget about the promise and
pretend nothing had happened? I hate it that way seriously.
It's like being a loser. Do you want to be one?

I want to face to face talk with you, but I cannot take it. I will cry.
But even if I dont cry, you will still heck care of everything.
Does that mean that you're not concerning about evrything anymore?
Or you just detest to hear those stuffs? But sorry, I really can't help it.
If anything happens, I cant pretend to know nothing. I'm not blind.

I hate that moment, when everything was so peacefully and suddenly something
disturbed again. Can't I enjoy that precious peaceful moment?
Can't I enjoy my limited time left in this world? Why must everything be so cruel.
Good things dont always happen while bad things are always there.

It's really not easy to pretend nothing had happened becos everything is just
infront of you and you can't runaway from it.
Trust, can I trust you again? I really dont know how long can I hold on.
I wished Im holding my last breath. Oh?