I hate goodbyes
Everything that I hold in, is everything I can't let go.-
Thursday.
Didn't study at all, woke up quite late and was on the comp for the whole afternoon. 2 words, plain lazy! In the evening, met up with Buddy and we happened to wear the same colour shirt! So coincidence uh. Then people who saw us were like "ehhhh, same colour shirt ahhh." Lol, whatever uh. Went off with the rest to turf city for our steamboat. It was quite enjoyable uh, (: And I slept at 4am in the morning. :/
Yesterday.
Another day that I never really study. Seriously wondering when will I wake up and really start studying very hard uh. Sighs. I woke up quite late and I rotted for the whole afternoon. I was on the comp for hours but there was nothing I can do. I was just chatting with some peeps and listening to music. There was also no plan for the day and I had to stay home and rot! :/ Buddy was also away and I was so bored! I revised my history for awhile and I fell asleep -.- How pro. I had tuition at 730 and I woke up at 720! Was rushing here and there and went for tuition. Tuition ended at 10pm. That goes my freaking boring friday.
I can't believe that this one week holiday is going to end soon. Have to sleep early and wake up super early for school! This is so dreadful please. And Olevel is coming in less than 2 months, time passes by so quickly and this is so scary! D: It seems that I'm not taking Olevel this year, I feel so free and easy. I should be feeling very stressful at this point of time but I'm still slacking like each and everyday. This is not going to work man, if not I can really forget about taking my O's! Sighs, PEIMEI AH PEIMEI!! When are you going to wake up? D:
And you know what, I've had insomnia for the past 2 days. I've been sleeping like 4-5am in the morning and this is so not healthy! @.@ I don't know what went wrong uh, I can't seem to get to sleep! It's like when I closed my eyes, memories flashbacks. I hate this because my mind would be full of ugly thoughts. Adding to the songs I listened to, it made my heart ache for a moment.
Thursday.
Didn't study at all, woke up quite late and was on the comp for the whole afternoon. 2 words, plain lazy! In the evening, met up with Buddy and we happened to wear the same colour shirt! So coincidence uh. Then people who saw us were like "ehhhh, same colour shirt ahhh." Lol, whatever uh. Went off with the rest to turf city for our steamboat. It was quite enjoyable uh, (: And I slept at 4am in the morning. :/
Yesterday.
Another day that I never really study. Seriously wondering when will I wake up and really start studying very hard uh. Sighs. I woke up quite late and I rotted for the whole afternoon. I was on the comp for hours but there was nothing I can do. I was just chatting with some peeps and listening to music. There was also no plan for the day and I had to stay home and rot! :/ Buddy was also away and I was so bored! I revised my history for awhile and I fell asleep -.- How pro. I had tuition at 730 and I woke up at 720! Was rushing here and there and went for tuition. Tuition ended at 10pm. That goes my freaking boring friday.
I can't believe that this one week holiday is going to end soon. Have to sleep early and wake up super early for school! This is so dreadful please. And Olevel is coming in less than 2 months, time passes by so quickly and this is so scary! D: It seems that I'm not taking Olevel this year, I feel so free and easy. I should be feeling very stressful at this point of time but I'm still slacking like each and everyday. This is not going to work man, if not I can really forget about taking my O's! Sighs, PEIMEI AH PEIMEI!! When are you going to wake up? D:
And you know what, I've had insomnia for the past 2 days. I've been sleeping like 4-5am in the morning and this is so not healthy! @.@ I don't know what went wrong uh, I can't seem to get to sleep! It's like when I closed my eyes, memories flashbacks. I hate this because my mind would be full of ugly thoughts. Adding to the songs I listened to, it made my heart ache for a moment.
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The song's running through my mind every now and then, it brings me back to the past when everything's so fine. I miss the past, I miss the memories, and I really miss you. You told me you won't leave me alone behind, but you did. Look at what had happened now, not even a single word from you. I don't know what went wrong, and you never gave me a chance to talk. What happened? Just what happened? Can you please tell me?
I miss you.
I never want to say goodbye but I had no choice.
& You know I hate goodbyes.
I regretted.
I never want to say goodbye but I had no choice.
& You know I hate goodbyes.
I regretted.
posted by PEIMEI at
1:29 AM
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