Defination.

& Because you don't understand how I feel.

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I felt so wrong, so helpless, so insecure at that point of time. My mind went blank after your words, it was hurtful enough to kill me again. I didn't expect those words to come out from you, I was stunned. Very, very. I feel so traumatized now, and I have a bad feeling something will happen. Very unpleasant thing. Sighs, shit all these thoughts.

I couldn't control myself again.