This is so complicated, Y


I never show anything. & I don't want to.
Yes. I'm giving up.
Don't get the wrong idea, not that give up. But it's another
kind of giving up. Hidden secrets. He don't know too.
But I think he will feel it somehow. Or maybe not?
I don't know.


Yes. Everything just fall upon me. I hate.
Nevermind. It's not the first time.
The 1234567890 times. I'm being lame. But I'm very sad now.
Since that time, the word happy is never found in my dictionary.


Good luck to me tomorrow.
I know I won't be behaving in a good manner.
I will try to. See you tomorrow, boy.


I'm going to wet my bed now.
Not urine. But tears. Believe it or not? :/


HAPPY BIRTHDAY, GUOJIE!