I don't know how long can I hold on, Y

Listening ear has been listening to all my crap just now.
Thank you very much. Greatly appreciated.
I know you're on the same boat at times, but you're surely
more happier than me. That, I know. & I envy you, really!
Thanks for cheering me up.

I'm crying now? So what? This post is going to be sad?
So what? Who really care? Now, at this time, 1:16am! I need
someone to talk to. Who? Who? Who's up at this hour?
My listening ear's gone to sleep for now, im sad lah.
Without listening ear, I donno who to turn to.

I dont know what to say. Because I know you will say that
why must I post everything out. Perhaps i dont post here,
i'll post somewhere. You want read/ dont read is up to you.