But it's over now, go on and take a bow Y

Yep, freedom. That's what you want. Now, I've given you the freedom,

you can do what you like. I don't wish to bother anymore. I bother so much,

what I've got was you saying Im unreasonable. Am I wrong to bother?

Perhaps to you I am, eventually, I think its not. Whatever it is now, it doesn't

matter anymore. You and your freedom, I hope you will be happy.

As long as you're happy, I will be contented. Though it's hard to ask me

not to care, but yea, you've been tolerating this. I know you can't take it.

Fine, I shall stop bothering. And you can get your happiness alright?

From that very day onwards, the feeling between us is alrd over.

Until this very day, 170508 everything seems to be back again.

I was wrong, that happiness only lasted for 2days. & everything's back to

normal. Perhaps, we're really not fated to be together.

I've cried enough. But the tears were worth it. Because you taught me

everything. You taught me how to love. We've been through so many

thicks& thins. I always thought our love would be strong. But I'm so wrong.

You told me once, to trust your loved ones. I trusted you, but you lied to me

over and over again. How do you expect me to trust you like this?

I loved you so sincerely, what about you?

All I wanted was your love&concern. You never ever told me how you

feel about me, you kept all your feelings to yourself. And Im always telling

you how I feel, yet you dont seemed to bother.

I only know, when we were tgt for the first few months, everything seemed

so simple& sweet. & I really love the way it is. But many unhappy things

bothered our relationship later. Causes us to quarrel everyday.

I really dont want to quarrel with you. I want to be with you happily

like how others said about us. I doubt you want to quarrel everyday right?

If we can give in to each other, wouldn't it be better for us?

I once asked you, if Im sad will you be sad too. You said you will.

Did you really meant it? Or are you just trying to stop me from all this

silly thinking? I really dont understand you at all.

I only know that you will either spend your time on gaming, if not watching

videos. You never once told me you can spend time with me.

You never told me that I can have you for one whole day.

You hardly asked me out for date, because you're lazy. You want to spend

time on other stuffs rather than having a date with me.

You told me that being with me was like a waste of time, do you know how

hurt I was when I heard this? I really dont know if you truly love me.

I can say, the word 'neglected' is always found in my dictionary.

Being neglected over and over again. This is really sad.

From dont-know how many months ago, Ive been suffering painfully.

Yet you can enjoy everything you do.

I really want to know how you feel towards me.

Are you really true to me? Or are you just faking.

But, I can only say, Im truly hurt this time. My heart's gone.

& I feel so stupid, Everytime promised myself not to sms/msn you.

In the end, I just cant stop smsing/msning you. Because I misses you too much.

Today, I really told myself I must not pester you anymore. But you smed

me, very surprising though. & I broke that promise again.

I guess, this time I meant it for real. I wont want to destroy& waste

your time. You should spend more time on your stuffs& just forget me.

& this time, I will promise myself not to pester you.

Not worth it anyway, because we will end up quarrelling. I believe

I can do it. Because it's for your freedom. I hope I can.

Wish me all the best ba.

The love's gone, & it's never going to be

the same as how it used to be.

I dont wish to mend this broke heart of mine.

Because I know it's useless to mend it back.

1:32AM.