I'm here to vent out my anger.
& I seriously hate what had happened just now. Fcuk.
Thanks to ___. You should know who are you. I hate you!
I seriously do! Pissed.

Poor fellow art students, working on our canvas from 9am till 6pm.
But this is just the beginning. Jiayou for the upcoming days.
Today, We skipped English lesson& some skipped Mother Tongue
lesson just to spend more time on our artwork. Yea Man.
I was happily doing my artwork, till something bad happened.

I was painting on the table and there was white stains on my hand,
and I accidentally pressed my hand with the white stains on my canvas,
and my 'rooftop' had little spots of white paint. I was shouting for help.
There she came, I panicked. Because I know my 'rooftop' will get worsen
if I re-paint it. She came, sat down and took the brush from my hand.
She dipped the brush into the palette, she go over my white paint.
Tada~ Everything's different. I stoned there. Because I was really hurt.
All my hardwork gone. I spent 2-3 hours painting that, it's effort know.
I know it's my fault to be so careless? So clumsy?
But, I won't forget the way you "save" my painting. Because you couldn't
get the colour that it was before. And I know it's difficult.

After a few minutes, I couldn't control but tears rolled down my cheeks.
I started crying out loud, I ran out. It's really hurting you know? The way
you destroy my hardwork. Very heartbreaking. And I dont know why
must you pull my hand and stop me. Can't I cry out loud? You are the one
who caused me to be like this. And I hate you okay!
Remember this, I hate you becos you destory my FIRST painting,
and I emphasize, it's my FIRST painting on canvas. I hate you!
I'm not being naive nor childish or whatsoever. You won't know the reason
behind those tears. You say you understand how I feel? Bullshit.
You only understand how stupid am I to be angry at you. Right?

Anyone wants to try the feeling of losing something?
Lmao. Ask from that ___.
From monday onwards, I'll takecare of my canvas very carefully.
I will do things orderly, be clean! Last but not least, put more effort for
this artwork. I dont care if it's in such state. I know it's hopeless alrd.
So no point saving. But I'll try working on my other parts. And I will
definitely do a good job, because I dont want to fail my art because of
that bloody incident that had happened. Fcuk.
Well, most probably won't be asking you to touch my canvas again (:
If you dont want me to attitude you, get lost.

I hate you still, I won't forgive.
Though it's only a small lil thing I'm pissed off. But it matters alot to me.
I cried& cried over it. And make me such a ftard.
Dont say Im unreasonable, you're the one who's unreasonable.
I HATE YOU!

Thanks for being there for me, accompany me,

comfort& cheered me up. Stupid! X3

10th& counting, ILY!