Thursday, October 23, 2008

Feelings consume everything along this line.

So freaking upset about something, that it bothers me so much.
Well, I guess what I'm doing was right. To control, and let it go.
I'll try very hard, because I want every moment to be the greatest.
I can only say, I'm happy nowadays because my life's improving better
and better each day. Of course, I'm also happy because we ain't the same
like last time, maybe because certain things had changed. Well.. it's a good thing.
Hope this would continue.. forever(?) Freaking impossible.

As I've said, life's been good recently. I've got no more nightmares, no
more wild thinkings. Perhaps I've overcome the fear inside me? I wish
I had, because I don't want such things to happen again.
It's gonna be so complicated, so heart-breaking. I don't want anymore
separations, it hurts so bad yea. Sighs.

Don't know what's more to say too.
I'm lost for words, seriously, I still can't get over what had happened.
Sad is the only feeling, hope it will be a better day.
Going back to school later on, got to wake up at 6am and I'm not sleeping still.
Go back to school just to get report book, timetable for studycamp and
get our butts down in the hall to listen to crap. Dam it.

Today's post is kinda weird, I find.
& It's been so long since I've last visited my private blog.
Gotta find some time to update about recent life. Let go of hard feelings.
That's the way! (Whatever)

Got to go get some rest, or maybe do some flashbacks.
I must improve myself.. (Hmmmm.)
Nights.





I just want a happy ending with you.
Yes you, my stupidhead.
I love youuuuuuuuu, manymany! ♥♥♥

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