The pain goes on and on.

(It's hurting so much inside)

It's the 5th, but it doesn't seems to be a happy day ahead.

I really don't know what had happened to you, you refused to tell me, you refused to

let me talk to you. You hid everything inside and not letting me know anything.

Have you ever spare a thought for me? I'm not someone who will leave you aside

and not bothers about you, I care and I really wish to know what had happened that

will cause you to be like this. I kept blaming myself for being so useless. Useless for not

be able to make you happy when you're sad. Useless for always making you angry about

me. I'm just useless in whatever I do. But I really wish you will be happy.

I've got an intuition, but I pray that it's not true, I pray that it won't happen.

You know I'll be afraid, you know I won't be able to take it. You know..

I really hope nothing will happen, because I don't want everything to be just like that.

I don't want to think too much. I dont want to have wild guesses and making me so

confused. I don't want to cry for nothing when everything's not true at all.

I don't want everything to be like the past, I don't want!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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I don't want to lose anything.

Really.