MIA

Shucks lah! I cannot tranfer files from my phone to my computer! This is so sickening manszx, cause I've tried for 10 over times and it's really not working. Stupid phone, stupid cable. Argh. Sickening shit. But will try to transfer again tomorrow, hopefully it works k. *Pray hard.

Sooooooooooo yea, been mia-ing for almost a week! Hahah. And I tell you, kayaking was great! Hahah. Just that I was burnt like dont know what. Coach called me 'Lobster' T.T Then during the art camp, my skin started peeling off and I looked dam shit. Mo saw me and got a shocked, haha. She called me 'baboon'.. Hahah, okay whatever. On the second day of art camp, I looked like someone who've got skin disease. Very sick lo, Ai's skin also same like mine. Then we were like crying for help and complaining about everything. Hahah. Butbut, art camp was great also, though it's very tiring to do art for the whole day.

Now, I peeled off almost all my dead skins on my face. So it's getting muchmuch better already. But now it's my hands' turn, having patches here and there and it looked like i have skin disease lo. So ugly can. Hahah. Before that, there were many bubbles around my hands. Super gross! Am just waiting for it to get better! Blame myself for not applying sun block. And I swear I won't go under the sun for that long again! Really. If I were to go for so long, I'm gonna apply whole bottle of sun block to protect myself! Regretted sia! ):

Okay, enough of that stupid sun burnt! At least I've enjoyed my kayaking course with the rest and my art camp! :D But after I came back from art camp, many things happened at home. ): Firstly, my father's father who is my ahgong - he's been having hearing difficulties already. He can't hear us talking even if we talked very loud. Sometimes when he's watching tv or listening to music, he have to on until super loud then can hear. But it's very noisy and it's disturbing the neighbours. And ya, his skin got worsen I think. ): I don't like lahhh. Secondly, my mother's mother who is my ah ma - is in the hospital because she's got heart problem. Her heart was weak and have to be admitted to the hospital for checkup. Today, she was sent to icu because her condition was critical. Thus, mummy decided to stay in singapore and not join us for bangkok trip. ): Was very sad lo, and even cried when I heard that ah ma was in icu. ): Her condition is still not stable now and I'm very worried for her. It's been very long since I last went to visit her and I wanted to go hospital to see her but my mum don't allow me to go. She said it's very troublesome and whatsmore there's this stupid swine flu going around and ask me to stay away from hospital. Sighs, hope she will get well soon. Thirdly, yesterday they were quarreling infront of me can. Whats more I was feeling so sick already and they kept quarreling like what. Sighs.
Crap sia, I don't like lo. Suddenly so many things happened.

Now, my art also like shit. Final layout was like a big question mark can. It's so simple and plain, while others got so many things on their final layout. What to do, can only blame on myself for not doing enough developments and all. Ended up having nothing to show teacher and got myself a very lousy layout. But still must thank him for coming up with a layout like this with the kind of work I gave. Feeling very guilty too. Sighs. Due to no colour scheme, I have to think of the colours to paint for certain parts. It's really frustrating can, and I've got 3 faces to paint! I'm really going crazy if I cannot do well for this. ): Whats more I'm going to missed 3 days because I'll be going overseas. I'm really going crazyyyyyyyyyyyyy lo. Sickening sickening sickening! >:(

What should I do sia? Can I bang the wall? ): Help meeeeeeeeeeeeee pleaseeeeeee! T.T


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Please don't doubt me