Pissed.

It's not even a happy ending.
It's worst than everything.

What makes her so much better than me? What makes her just everything I can never be?


Please define the meaning of backstabber for me.
I seriously wonder what do you mean by backstabbing. In the first place, you didn't even get the facts right and started accusing me of backstabbing. Like hello? At least I felt sorry about what had happened in the past and I've realised something today and told you about it. At least I was truthful about my feelings. And you? You didn't even bother about explaining to me and started calling me a backstabber? Are you trying to side the person or what? I'm trying not to think so much but your actions show everything. I think I can already come to a conclusion lo, but you never want to admit. I think you simply got no guts too, you're a chicken eh.


If you say I'm backstabbing, what about you? You only know how to say those hurtful words to other people yet hate other people to call you names. Like wth? You really think you're very great about that? Trying to show off the ability of thinking all kinds of names to call other people? You don't even know you're hurting them, you always think that you're right and you're forever right. No one can ever beat you. Like wth? You only think about yourself and not others. You said I'm selfish and put myself first, but look who's talking. You are the one who's putting yourself first. Now what? Even after that, can't we be back to normal? You're just revenging in your own ways, and I know. You think I don't know anything? Lmao, I'm once a fool but Im not always a fool.


I'm hurt so badly now, but do you even care? I doubt so. You think you're just stating the facts that I'm like this. But wth, you're totally wrong. You don't even know me well and you claimed that you do? Sometimes I wonder if I didn't make that first move, will I get all this shit in the end. I bet you regret about it too. But hey, at least there was ONCE right. You're just like a idiot who can forget things easily and thinks that other people are the same like you. Please lah, No lor. If you think we are the same, you're oh-so-wrong! You have not change into a better person at all, not even once.


Why must I get all this shit? Why must I be the one suffering all these? Why don't you feel the way I feel? Why can you pretend that nothing had happened?


Hatred is all I can think for now. It's not the first time anyway, you should know it.