Yes. I'm in wrong. I apologised for that.
I accept whatever you said. I'm wrong.

I tried to hold back my anger to you, cause I know I'm the
one to be blame. But it doesn't mean I have the patience
to tolerate for so long. I have my limits too.

I broke down crying again. While typing the first sentence,
Im alrd sobbing. You came online again, and you said something,
I know those words would be coming from you, I broke down crying
even more. It's the first time, I'm feeling so painful.
Every sec, I seemed to skip a beat. My heart can no longer feel anything.
Am I dying or something?

I wanted to find someone to talk to. Pour my sorrows, but the person
in my mind, just in time went offline. I didn't want to sms to disturb.
So no one was there for me when I'm feeling so pain. so terribly sad.
Where are you? Where are you? Only you understand how i feel, only
you will always be there for me. Only you will hear my sorrows. Only you
will give me advice. Only you teach me how to protect myself from this.

It's not the first time I broke down.
But it's the first time, I'm feeling so terribly wrong, terribly hurt.
JUST LIKE A KNIFE STABBING THROUGH MY HEART. So painful.
Tears just kept flowing down, I can't stop. Because I can't stop thinking
about it.

I feel like doing something, but I promise someone not to do that again.
I know it's foolish. And I know how foolish I am when I'm in sec2.
But.. I can't help it. I can't stand it anymore.
What should I do now? What should I do now? What should I do now?
What should I do now? What should I do now? What should I do now?
What should I do now? What should I do now? What should I do now?
What should I do now? What should I do now? What should I do now?
What should I do now? What should I do now? What should I do now?
What should I do now? What should I do now? What should I do now?
What should I do now? What should I do now? What should I do now?

I'm just trying to tell myself not to cry.
But it doesn't help. Everything is just soooo...
Sighs..