Happiness&Love.

(Peace out)

Life is fair or not.

Having burdens is a good thing or bad.

I'm confused and vexed over certain issues, bothers me quite much.

Been thinking quite alot lately, those good things as well as bad things.

Deep thoughts - I guess I can only keep to myself, sometimes it better to

keep quiet(?) Well.. it's hard. (Sighs)

Perhaps, I've got to learn to be more optimistic ):

I can only blame myself for being so pessimistic all the time and

got into so many troubles, (Sighs even more)

I also wish to be optimistic, but how(?) It's easy to change for the worst, but

it's a little challenging to change for the better. Yes,No(?)

I can't get to sleep again. It's 4:20am already.

So many thoughts, kinda driving me crazy. But the good thing is that

at least my heart isnt that pain anymore. (Well..well..)

I had nightmares the night before yesterday, scare me off! ):

I thought my nightmares will stop, but it came again.

Hope tonight .. ):

Maybe that's the reason why I can't get to sleep.

Hmmmm, hard to say.

My head's spinning - Dam it, I feel so old nowadays! I don't get head

spin in the past, now, I'm getting it almost everyday.

(Sighs, sighs, sighs!)

Shall I get some sleeping pills and pop it inside my mouth every night?

Laugh-my-ass-out! (:

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When I wake up, the first thing I want to see is a text from stupidhead!

Oh pretty please ): I super miss himmmmmm ):