( I wish I wasn't a fool )

A feeling of weakness.

( I'm trying hard. )

It's been a long day out, came home at around 12am! Was so sleepy and giddy, but after taking a cool shower, I felt much better (: Today, supposed to wakeup at 930am but I slept back and wokeup at 11plus by my brother's call. Went to prepare and out to ChongPang to meet my family. Then my brother took my ezlink to sign up for singtel student plan, but in the end he chose another plan! -.-

After which, took a bus down to Sembawang to look for that pig, and waited for him to watch finish his anime and we went shopping :D Went fareast, blablah, and that pig bought 2 shirts. (: Walked around but there's like nothing much, so we went to Bugis for lunch and shopped at Bugis Street. He also bought a few clothes there, I got helped him choose too, and he likes it :DD So cute lah he. I bought my dress there too, like finally! I've found the dress I like and it's pretty too! (: I wanted to buy so many things, but I guess when I go msia I'll get to see more pretty things. So yea, better to save up the money and have a good time shopping there, Lol.

Blablahhh, shopped till around 6plus then bused back to Sembawang to get the present for cousin and went to cousin's house for celebration. Left their house at around 10plus, and my uncle drove us to ClubStreet to try wine(?) Hahah, I had a sip of the wine and I felt so uncomfortable after that. Went home at around 11plus, reached home at around 12am. So yea, a tiring day out but I had fun with that pig (: He's the cutest pig lor, I'm starting to miss him already! Muhahaha xD Alright lah, shall stop here. Got to continue with my ForensicHeroes but guess I can only watch 1 episode today, cos by then I'm sure I'll be veryvery sleepy. Hahha. So goodnight people! (:

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I know I shouldn't think too much, but I just feel so uncomfortable. You should know what I'm worrying about, you should know how sad am I, you should know I'm serious about everything. Don't you? I kept telling myself you will understand me one day, but slowly, I realise that it was all my wishful thinking. If I know everything would become like this, I would rather not started it at all. But now it's already in this way, I can't possibly let go. I just hope I won't be fooled over and over again. You know it hurts, I don't want to be a broken-hearted girl. I don't want to suffer like the past, I don't want. I really don't, can you please try to understand me for once? ): I'm feeling so stuffy, like I've been kept in a small empty room with lots of stuffs, can't even have a place to breath. ): Sighs.. it's all about.. all about.. ):