My heart cracks even more today, ♥

I don't feel okay at all.
And my aiai was right, I'm always not happy, always the one
suffering. All I could say is, no lah no lah. I'm fine.
You think I really want say that? I want to pour all my
sorrows to her, but I dont know where should I start.

Whenever anybody talk to me about this, my eyes will turn
red. My tears will start flowing. But I tried very hard to control.
Because I cannot be so sad infront of them. Maybe, I should
keep everything to myself. Wait till one day, I burst into
tears, and my troubles will be gone (: Perhaps.

You know, girls are emotional creatures. Girls cry alot.
I know 'big girls shouldnt cry" but can't control ya.
And guys are just heartless creatures. They don't care about
how girls feel. Some knows how to comfort, but some don't.
Girls cried so much for them, yet they pretend like nothing happen.
Girls sacrifise so much for them, yet they don't know anything.
Girls are always so disadvantage. How I wish I'm a guy.
Then I can hurt girls? Lol? See them cry for me? Lol?
Ridiculous I know. But yeah, guys are HEARTLESS CREATURES!

You said you will online soon, and where are you?
Gaming obviously (: I'm used to it already.
Because all your promises are just lying to me :D
I wish I can smash your comp.

I don't feel right.
I need someone to talk to :D
Oh please, just talk to me, give me some advice.
You know, I'm actually fragile, I do get hurt easily. -Laughs? -.-

DAMN ME!