PEIMEI :D: ( I feel so whatever! )

Mixed Feelings :/

Sighs, really don't know how to describe my feeling now. I was happy at that moment, but when I was about to reach home saw his text and it somehow affected my mood. Felt kind of pekchek but I was sad too. I tried to cool myself down, again, I saw something that affected my mood even more lor. But yeah, I told myself that I have to relax cos nothing will happen if I don't think so much. So maybe that's what you called, "close one eye". Alright. In that case, I really got to close one eye and pretend nothing happen or whatsoever. But still, hopefully later on when he will wake up he will text me again with a 'good mood'. If not I will get those irritating words again, ): Because of what he sent, I kept thinking of it and I can't sleep already lor. Sighs. Boyyyyyyy.. ):

Let's just drop the subject first, I'm already having my moodswings and a big headache. Need some peace for the time being and perhaps entertainment. But look at the time, it's 2:12am!!!! Everybody's having their good night sleep while I'm still awake BLOGGING! T.T My eyes' tired cos I had school from morning and had to stay up till so late. All because I'm just tooooooo worried about everything. I'm afraid something might happen tomorrow or what lor, very vexing and annoying. But I can't stop my thoughts. ): dots dots dots. I said I want to drop the subject but I keep repeating about my thoughts, urghhh~

I went nyp with my class today. WE DID NOT MANAGE TO GO SCHOOL OF BUSINESS MANAGEMENT! How unfair! We chose that as the tour but they brought us to those nursing and design courses. Went to see the nursing course and it's so OMG! I cannot forget about the delivering of the baby. They showed us how to deliver the baby etc.. then the baby and the mother.. then to the baby in the warmer - measuring height and weight.. LASTLY.. they showed us a video of how a mother giving birth to her baby!!!!!!!!!!!!! Real life video, and it's so SICKKKK. Very dam sick, see the whole process of how the mother give birth to the baby and she was all naked and heard that this was so because you have to breastfeed the baby straight after birth. All the girls were like "EWWWWW.." "OMGGGG.." "NEXT TIME DONT GIVE BRITH ALRD.." I still can't forgot the video.. so sick.. so sick.. T.T On a second thought, I gave up on nursing course. Lol. Cos I know I can't take it for sure. :/

Trained back to Yishun after everything. Pig and me got separated from Yishun station, & I was like so worried sick for him, I have no idea why. Just that kind of very worrying feeling and made me feel so uneasy. He left for school while I went to meet my sis. Got to try the food at the new HK cafe, quite okay actually. Had some catching up session with Sis too, I told her about
the video I saw in the nursing course, and she told me "Aiya.. is like that one ma." Then we started talking about pregnancy and all. Hahah. Blablablah~ About 630pm, went off to find J and started carrying out my plan. IT WORKS OKAY! I was so proud of myself.. lmao~ Nah, just kidding k. But hope it really did surprise her or something (: Sang all the way till 1130pm and slacked outside. Played the Photo Hunt game till we're like so hooked to it. Game until 1230am then went home, sharmaine's dad drove us home. Thanks ya! Blablablah, when I was in the lift.. that's when I received the text from him.. MY MOOD SANK DOWN TO THE BOTTOM lor. ): Tried calling him but he kup me and off his phone.. spam him msges and hope he will reply one of them later when he wake up! Oh please ): Don't make me so worry k. Stupid Pig. Loves.`3

Okay.. I think my post is very longggggg. Shall stop here then. Hopefully I can get some sleep and wait for his sms tomorrow!

But before I go, I've got some photos of my niece& nephew which made me smiled (: They're so cute lah. Especially my niece, (: