Confusion.

Behind those eyes, sorrows.

Week 5. Getting back of results.

I don't want teachers to see my parents, I don't want teachers to complain how lazy and not harkworking I am. I don't want teachers to do that. The worst thing of getting back of results is not the marks, but the consequences of getting bad results. Seeing parents is one example, I doubt my parents will have the time for this. Though it concerns about me, I don't care. I know how I fare for this term test and what I shouldn't be doing for the next mid year exams. I will work hard, promise! Please don't see my parents for goodness sake! *Prays hard.

Someone told me to "let my emotions to be my motivation." Sounds so wrong to me, but well, I know it's time for me to put all those emotions behind me. I'm taking another major of the major-est examinations this year and I can't let all these to affect me much. I've got to pull through and stand strong, I've got to pull up my bloody short socks and start catching up. I don't want to be lagging behind, I don't want to regret after taking my results next year. *Big sighs.

Confusions.

Confusions.

Confusions.

& more Confusions.

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All the best to those who have just started a new school life in Jc.