i simple love the trip to KOREA! <3
it's super duper fun alrights. heh heh.
i dno what can i say. but just very FUN!
lalalas~ took over 300+ photos there! XP
very tired lah. nothing to elaborate.


i donno this is some kind of fate or smthin.
but i know, this world is just so SMALL can?!
i actually took the same flight as him? omg.
i saw him at korea airport and dno what to do.
i just want to hide myself from him loh.
but i guess, he saw me. whatever loh. >,<"


it's really cold down there.
when i came back from singapore, it's HOT!
obviously, i felt so uncomfortable. hahaha.
just two things i dont like about korea.
that is, the food there are always the same =.="
and all the things there are real expensive.!
singapore even cheaper than that loh. haha.


IMISS EVERYONE!

HOME SWEET HOME! =DD

hello everybody!
im so glad tat i can come online again (:
this hotel de internet is free de, heh heh.
but we only stay here for one night only. )):


last 2days we went JEJU, very fun! =DD
we alighted at SEOUL and board another plane
to JEJU. so fun boarding the plane. LOL!
i know i'm SUA-KU. but whatever. XP
yesterday, the tour guide brought us to climb
the mountain, not very high i think. i didnt go.
course im not feeling well and the weather damn cold.
all the people went except me and my ahma.
HAHA. its a very funny experience lah, but never go.
it's raining and the wind are blowing so strongly.
some people climb halfway and stop.some people
just stayed there and shop around. funny part is,
when they were coming back, its a very tedious thing.
the wind were so strong that kids can fly up! LOL
when i looked out the window, i also saw many
raincoats and other stuffs flying around. haha
people are trying very hard to come to the bus!
haha. and i thought that was really damn funny loh (:


bad thing is, i didnt alight. i stayed in the bus. lols
wells, the food there are okay lah. but i dont like
eating KIMCHI, its sour? its spicy? eeek. >,<"
but overall okay lah, the food are quite nice ((:
i also took alot of photos here and there! =D
will upload those when i come back home. hee


so tired now, it's 12.02am now.
korea time is 1 hr faster than singapore.
and in singapore now is only 11.02pm. haa
TAKE CARE MY DEAR FRIENDS.
i will come back very soon.


one last thing, korean air stewardess here are damn CHIO! (:


im still waiting.

since you said that, i can't do anything toos.
i don't ask anything much. even if i'm not,
we're still friends right? thank you for ur reply.
but, you're still someone i won't want to forget.
you're too precious to me, really. (:


haa. i'm really too silly. i'm a fool in fact.
and those things i want, it will never be mine.
really lah, some times things are like that loh.
i swear, you're the last guy i would like.
i won't want to be a bigbigbig FOOL again )):


i shall just treasure you deep in my heart.
deep deep in my heart, never be forgotten .


im being hurt again. ):

BYEBYE my friends, will miss your !
i will have fun, i will enjoy ! haa
takecare of yourself when i'm not ard .
mwarks XP


thank you for chatting w me .
it shows that you didn't avoid . (:

went grandma house today (:
course today her BIRTHDAY mah.
i've never been there for quite some time.
course it's far& inconvienent lah. LOL
my ahma had already packed her stuffs
for korea this tuesday since last week! LOL


sighs, i will MISS everyone for sure (:


hmm. nothing much to blog today.
just felt very tired nowadays. )):
everyday 3am then went to bed. LOL XP
siansation lah. i want go out w AIAI. <33
longtime never see her, miss her so much (:
and my beloved JESSIE jie, haa =D
long time never contact and see her loh )):
MISSYOU, MISSYOU, MISSYOU, MISSYOU


you're the reason. <33

kuanwai; jasmine; peimei








she's trying to feed me








ain't they cute ?








uncle ray; shermaine; me; jasmine








TWIST !








ice cream making (:








mixture.







GRAPES! my fav.
making in process !

TODAY IS A VERY GREAT DAY! =D
i'll make this a long post. heh heh.


in the morning, we had CCA practice again.
woke up at 6plus, prepared everything bla.
reached school, wasn't that happy cos of smthing.
but nevermind, i know i'm still able to live strong.
during cca, i kept real silent for half an hour.
some of them knew what causes my unhappiness.
whatever it is, the sun came out again. LOL!
i enjoyed today's practice and became very high
when i saw beloved juniors, esp LITONG& YEELIAN!
i miss them as well as the rest! WHEES (:


stayed back after practice to watch sec1's dance!
i know they're not prepared, but they dance WELL (:
i suppose better than our sec2 batch. wahahas =DD
doris and alicia really made lots of effort for the dance.
it's for OPEN HOUSE on the 24th. I CANT GO ! )):
i want t go OPEN HOUSE lah. if coincidence, can ... haa XP
after that took lorry go NP eat long john. ILOVEIT !


went tuition center for camp dance rehearsal again .
not much time to spend but learnt some new steps !
we learnt alittle bit for the chorus of WE'RE ALL IN THIS
TOGETHER by HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL. iloveit toos !
uncle together w jiewinnie& jiesharon brought us to
marina square to eat YUKI. YAKI. it's super nice lah (:
i love the process of making the different flavours of liquid
into ICECREAMS . i really really really love it damn much !
we also took some stupid photos lah . so fun w them (:
NANA& FARAH are so adorable . haa


i love SHERMAINE; the " ang moh girl "
i love KUANWAI; the " suspicious girl "
i love JASMINE; the " painful girl "
i love WINNIEJIE; the " delicious girl "
i love SHARONJIE; the " super nice girl "
i love NANA & FARAH; the " sweet girls "
finally; i love UNCLE RAYMOND; the " great man " !


i really enjoyed myself today. HEHEH XP`


i dreamt about him last night, very sweet dream ! (;
hoping that what i dreamt can really come true !
even if you've forgotten about me, i will still remember you for life
because never had i came across such a nice guy like you.
continue to rawks on (:


i'm so sleepy now; i shall stop here ! NIGHTS

went tampines& vivo city today =DD
window shopping only; i love VIVO CITY !
bought only 99cents apple juice& old changkee
didn't manage to shop much in VIVO .
we spent time on ship& the water place ! LOL
realised that tampines have nothing to shop .
i want t go BUGIS for nice accessories& studs (:


sighs, really really no mood lah ):
you appeared in my mind, even in my dreams!
i'm praying for you to message me, but you did not
i really really want to chat w you like last time .
if we can rewind time back, how great will tat be
PLEASE PLEASE, message me please ! ):


HERE I GO; scream my lungs out&
try to get to you, you are my only one
I LET GO; but there's just no one who gets
me like you do, you are my only, my only one


will there be any miracle ?! i sincerely hope so .


nothing much to post for today; i'm moodless now!
GETLOST if you don't want t see my attitude face .


GOODLUCK to huizhong for tmr , you can do it =DD

you appeared in my mind again .
WHYS WHYS WHYS !?
you've not hurt me, but disappoint me !
GETLOST !


i really not in the mood .
PEACE PLEASE !

went for a haircut today. >,<"
at first, it was quite okay for me lah.
only until i woke up from my nap, "AHHH"
my hair is standing up! i looked into the mirror.
looks like ' EXPLODED HAIR ' gosh .
short, short, ITS TOO SHORT ! LOL . (:
hope that before SYF can grow bk to normal .


i just downloaded AUDITION yesterday .
kept playing & playing. at first, i was a NOOB .
but after that, i felt comfortable ler . L-O-L =DD
one day, i might get addicted into AUDITION .
right, i love the canon, up and down, aloha songs!
COOL ! it's so sweet& nice loh. regretted for not
having download-ed last time, if not, i'm already at
level 10-14 leh . nevermind, i will try my best ! =D


it's 2.29am now, SUNDAY !
will it be a great sunday, or a bad sunday ?
i have no idea, but i just wish to enjoy my day !
don't wish to think of anything, just happiness .
if i could wake up early, maybe i will accompany my
dear mum to market for groceries& food . hmm =D
i demand for CANBELL SOUP . heh heh (:


BYEBYE. enjoy your day !

although i'm pretty pissed off about those sickening
things . i'm still glad that i've friends who can cheer
me up ! thanks a million right . i owe you ALL (:
just now we had conference w the same people agains!
they're so fun , esp w HUIZHONG the great man ! L-O-L
i know i'm too exaggerated, but i'm just being truthful .


i've been thinking real hard, am i a great person ?!
i meant, for all i've done, am i being a fair person ?
i asked some people to comment about me, & they will
say there's nothing wrong w me ! i'm not really a bad person
in actual fact, I AM . let me tell you guys a BIG secrets,
i can be real good, but if someone who make me utterly
angry/disappointed etc, i can be real NASTY to them .
course this is not about forgiving and forgetting loh .
i dont mind treating others good, so long as they did not
do anything despicable or some horrible stuffs, i'm fine w it
wells; for those whom i cant stand or maybe being jealous
over smthing, eventually i will dislike the person lah .
i don't want to be this kind of person, but can't help it .
i'm born to be in this kind of attitude, so does it consider
that i'm being a BAD person ?! i won't forgive/forget an
incident which made me dislike them or doing nasty
things like talking craps behind their back ?
I REALLY DONT WANT T BE THAT KIND OF PERSON !
CAN ANYBODY TELL ME HOW CAN I CHANGE?!


ohmy goodness !


are you acting infront of them or really being care
and concern huh ? i really have no idea loh .
for instant, i'm glad that you comfort me or smthing?
i appreciate alot cans? i'm not being sarcastic or what .
just being curious about why are you treating me so good?
i'm not comfortable about you treating me good .
because i suppose i don't dare to ask much from you,
i just want PEACE in my life. no more irritating stuffs?
overall, you did learn from your mistake ba ?


soGREAT


people, i'm trying very hard to improve my english .
can anybody tell me how's my language among all this posts?
sighs. there's still alot to improve lah, ENGLISH is a
very important and a difficult subject to score well .
hope to be a bright student in that 3n1 class next year >,<"
i've got something to update in my wishlist. check it out !


it's pretty late now, still have CCA tmr .
i didn't go out today, consider miracle? L-O-L . (:
cause i don't feel like going out, i feel that i've
been a unfaithful girl for leaving my mother alone
at home watching vcds. i've been going out recently.
no time to accompany my poor mother )': sad.
i decided to stay home w mum today but here comes
the super talkative 'ex neighbour' . WAH . damn it lo .
already moved house still come yishun for wat !
forget about that auntie, but i'm sure there's still
time for my mum . plus the 1week overseas . wahahas (:


i've found a job, that is to do house chores loh .
no choice, it's nearest and nicest . hahas . XP
but recently my schedule too tight, no time for housework
and all my mum do . L-O-L. she said i'm a liar ! >,<"
perhaps next week i will be free, and i will earn my bit by bit!
a small reminder to all, CHRISTMAS coming loh .
time to save money for presents . please buy mine toos ! =DD


i crap too much today. i need to rest now ! BYEBYES

i broke down for a very simple reason ,
I HATE MY UN-SPIRIT CLASS ! that's all .
they're just so NOISY & IRRITATING !
why teachers are so UNFAIR to us .
just because my maths not good , i cannot be
qualify as a POA student? what rule is this ?!


SORRY friends , i'm really not in the mood .
if i show any one of you attitude , please FORGIVE !
i'm fine now , i'm becoming more optmistic now .
because i have a great friend behind me , he gave me
a very nice talk . he's motivating me as well .
i'm really glad to have him as a friend . i'm BLESS ! (:
not that the rest of my friends not good , but this friend
of mine really have a heart for the class . REALLY !
he wants my spirit and contributions to the class .
he promised to make this class a better class than 3n2 .
i believe that this will be a better class if only those
people could coperate w us . how great will that be ((:
the person is TAN HUIZHONG , my god-brother <3


whatever it is . i will be fine. (:


i LOVE the conference w liqi,jiahao,huizhong ,shufang, joe
they're so cool . jiahao & huizhong kept fighting . heh (:

sighs . i`m in POA , HIST/SS class . =.="
my new class is a POA class; meaning all
take POA and the rest of the elective go 3N1.
i suppose they have no ranking now . it's mixed .
well; i`m kinda disappointed , can't be in the
same class as some of them . if i took art ,
I COULD GO 3N1 . arghh . nevermind nevermind .
but in 3N1 , most of the 2N2 boys are there .
perhaps it's not a good environment to concentrate .
SAI LO , dno if i can cope well next year , MAYBE ?!


PS; NEITHER OF E CLASS IS GOOD ! ):


this week de schedule so tight . still need to go
back to school for the social studies course or smth ? -.-"
after that still got CCA nerhs , STOO-PID . lols ((:
so tiring llo , today 10plus then reached home . sighs ..
there's so many things to do during this holiday .
i guess i will not be rotting at home . heh heh XP


AIAI not same class as me . IM SO SAD ! sobsobs )':
i want HER ! as well as joe , aw , shar , hao ! hurhur !

sighs . jiesharon keep going against me ! ):
i dont buy present for you ! HAHA XP


i knew two sweetsweet girl today . (:
delice and edlyn . naughty girls lar; hurhur !
kuanwai& jasmine asked them to call me PAMELA,
PAMPAM . edlyn then called me PAMPERS ! ):
all bully me . sobsobs ! )': call me pampers .
edlyn even called me AHMA; kw& jas JIEJIE !
i'm not that old, i suppose JASMINE is AHMA llo XD
overall; it's a nice day w them . they're so CUTE !


i have lots of new "SISTERS" . heh heh (:
shengxinSIS; jinlongSIS; paulSIS; jonathanSIS; raymondSIS
so funny lar . especially when playing monkey w
shengxinSIS and jinlongSIS . laughing like SIAO-KIAs. XP
i just love TODAY ! i have lots of fun& laughters .


lols. nowadays moodswing . dno why lei .
perhaps too many things happened at one shot .
i really can't take it . no choice; my life is just so unfair .
wells ; i guess i need some time to settle down .
i need to calm myself down and be myself again ! (:


TOMORROW IS THE BIGBIG DAY ! hurhur .
we will know the result . sighs .. will i ?! )':


i'm addicted to the game; MAGIC BALLS . (:
so fun lo . i'm going to be one SIAOKIA pretty soon
right ; i need some entertainment to be HAPPY !
i will stand up again , i believe i can do it . heh heh !


HE"S SUCH A WEIRD GUY !
BUT WHO CARES , I WONT BOTHER HIM ANYMORE !
PS; my heart is still beating for you. LOL !

yesterday; we had seminar again llo ! >,<'
after that , we went jiesharon house . lols
stayed until 6plus then went toa payoh shopshop .
jasmine& me bought a diva bag . verynice lar (:
i love it so much . hees ((:
went home at ard 8plus , bath-ed & went to bed =DD


today; woke up at 12.14pm . verylate hor . (;
did nothing llo . i just had my lunch& watch teevee .
was too bored , so i watched goong last disc .
I"M SO IN LOVE WIT GOONG . hahar , veryvery nice !


i don't regret knowing you . but i regretted what i've done .
as i've said ealier on , kindness just don't pay off .
i've said what i need to say . it's up to you whether you want
to believe it or not . i won't want to give a damn anymore .
because i know that in your eyes , i'm just a lousy friend .


2 more days left . ):


I MISS MY AIAI

i`ve changed my skin lers (:
jasmine said last skin was better ):
but nevermind; the simple the better ! lols


i wonder how will things go . -sighs
5 more days; i will know where i will go .
maybe a lousy class, full of irritating pests ?!
or the best class wit so many hardworking peeps ?!
i`m worried, but i doubt i will go to my dream class
blame me for not working hard in the first place .
i`m so vexed now cans! wit so many problems .
HOW TO GO ON LIKE THIS ?! i`m going crazy !


i know i`m a DUMBASS, wit silly thoughts .
i know waiting for you, will lead me to nowhere .
but i just want to wait . cause i believe in miracle .
you can ignore me; but you can`t stop me from anything
perhaps you really dontknow it`s you; nevermind
just continue the way you used to be . alright ?!
i will be fine; really . (:
i`m truly in love wit you; ez-link ! (:


there`s dance practice tmr ! -sighs .
i got to work hard for next year`s SYF ! (:


blink182 - THE ROCK SHOW <33
blink182 - ANTHEM <33
pink - YOU AND YOUR HAND <33
fishleong - NUAN NUAN <33
mcfly - ALL ABOUT YOU <33

it`s time for dieting , iknow iknow ! (;
i remembered i ate 5 popiahs& cakes yesterday .
and ate KFC for dinner . wahahas` fattening lar



what a tiring day . we had CCA practice llo .
& we knew the schedule ler, i can`t make it on 23&24th .
i MISSED it . sighs . but i can`t waste the trip . hehee
after CCA; seniors wanted to talk to us . i knew it .
jasmine was so ' ji dong ' . but if i`m her , i would also do this .
whatever she have said is totally CRAPS !
she just won`t admit everything, i`ve got evidence that
you spout nonsense about jasmine confessing or smthg ?!!
HEY; told you to get the facts right before saying to others .
this will only cause you to be embarass for goodness sake !
now i knew your character; said it and won`t admit it .
are you afraid or smthg ? then DONT ANYHOW SAY LARS !
if you dare to say, then you should be daring to admit !
just stop spouting nonsensical stuffs about jasmine& me .
you will have no benefits nor good rewards . it`s disadvantages .



my god . my blood is boiling . & i`m at my top anger !
just because of this incident; i suppose alot of people hate us .
so be it . we did nothing wrong , theres no need for you to
love us too . as long as we still have our true friends around .
we will be glad . (: sighs . i didn`t know SHE was such a weird peep .
i sumpa i didn`t accuse her of anything . i never even drag her down .
but , she did this to us . abit sad llo . jasmine was surprised .
i`m surprised too , i trusted her so much and she did this . sadd
im no longer that girl who trust everybody . and treat everyone
equality; i know its time to wake up . to find those trusted ones .
not that the rest are bad, but you never know what they can do to you .



i`ve learnt something . even if i maybe someone who treat the
others well, i will never get repay but disadvantages .
why must they do this to me? idont know , really dont know llo !
perhaps i have offended them in lastlast century ?! lmao .
whatever it is, i know i won`t get any benefits for sure .
so there`s no point treating someone too good or nice . -sighs .



i`m going to change my passport photo tmr . *finally*
i will drag my mum to TPY or BUGIS for shopping (:
i want to buy lots&lots of stuffs . hehees =DD



I LOVE MY BROWN-REDDISH HAIR (:
I LOVE BEING ANTI-SOCIAL =D


I MISS SCHOOLING
I MISS MY BUDDIES, MATES, & YOU (:



STACIE ORRICO - SO SIMPLE <33
KELLY CLARKSON - BEHIND THESE HAZEL EYES <33
KELLY CLARKSON - BEAUTIFUL DISASTER <33
CASSIE - ME AND YOU <33
LILLIX - ITS ABOUT TIME <33

i thought it's the popular thing again .
but i was wrong , it`s something more complicated.
being held up after keying in the option form . >,<'
can only go home after 2hrs of talk .



it`s not us means it`s not us . we can`t admit anything .
this is the worst case i ever had since i`m born .
this destoryed my CCA reputation . which is pathetic !
no matter how hard your force us , IT`S NOT US !
for what we write those nonsensical stuffs and paste in public .
if we dare to do it , we will face all the consequences .
the thing is , WE DIDNOT ! no point forcing us right .



i was also AMAZED by the act . pointing finger at another
person could be so easy . MIND YOU , when you're pointing
finger , please see the person`s true face . not anyhow !
i don't mind wasting time , but i`m being MALIGN alright .
one more thing , before you know the truth , don`t ever
spout nonsense infront of other people . @,@



i just can`t stand those people out there who don`t
respect people . how do you expect people to respect you !
i believe none of my friends did this . including clarissa .
because i don't believe they will have this stupid act to write
nonsensical stuffs and paste it in the public just like tat .



MIND YOU, GET THOSE FACTS RIGHT BEFORE POINTING FINGERS .
I JUST HATE THE FEELING OF BEING MALIGN .
AND THE PERSON WHO WROTE ALL THIS CRAP TO CONFESS NOW !
don't make our life so diffcult can . no matter how you hate me and jasmine,
just stop doing all this to harm us . you can't escape anyway .



SHOO !
not in the mood to entertain monkeys .