Because For YouY

I never wanna go without you :D

School was bad! Real bad. 2 incidents happened in class.

Fighting& Stealing. -Lmao! (-.-)

People are getting lamer and lamer each day! -Gosh.
And the stealing case is stupid. Colour pencils also want steal,

I think YOU can go die liao. Steal liao dont dare admit?

Got evidence already still dont dare admit? Dare steal, dare admit!

And the fighting case! So bullshit can? Whatever lah (-.-)

Nothing much to update also.

Dam boring nowadays, never get to go school with him.

He never send me home also. Sighs. Siansation (-.-)

Last but not least,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KUANWAI!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JUNWAI!

HAPPY SWEET 16! :D

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I miss you..

}: When will you really come back to me?

A perfect heart shattered into pieces.

A broken heart never heals x/3

Ate the chocolate Emalia sister gave me.

I'm not feeling any better D:

Too bad, some things happened. & it's making me so confused.

Is time all you want? As you know, time is precious.

So are you, whatever it is, I'll give you wht you want.

Very moodless.

Tell me wht to do. I'm so confused.

So mad at myself. I'm a failure. Totally a failure!

14mins more to 12am! ):

&I'm super hungry now, I dont know why.
Maybe I had an early dinner T.T
Slept at 8pm and woke up only at 1108pm! Was supposed
to wake up at 930pm de lor. But I never hear my alarm.
Then slept all the way till 11plus. Then cannot study also. }:
I'm so slack today! Stupid. Got to buck up girl!

History-Recess-English-Video of Hitler-Assembly-Pe.
Oh great! Though I wasn't in good mood to do my history SBQ,
I got listen to what teacher said okay. And somehow, I got some
ideas in my head. Hope my SBQ can help me pass. {:
Didnt went down for recess, I sobbed for the whole recess! (-.-)
Felt better after crying, but so embarassing to cry infront of them!
Kuanwai so funny lah. -Laughs. & thanks to precious for accompanying
me all the way till recess over! Loves. K&R too. Thanks for the words!
After recess, English. Mood sank to the bottom alright. Zz
Then didnt really catch what MrTay say, only know he said about his
secondary school life. His class had good class spirit blaaa.
After english, went to I'novate room to watch a video on Hitler!
Sia, very interesting though. But I fell asleep towards the end.
Cos I didn't sleep well last night! (-.-) 2 hours of sleep nia, Zz.
Thenthen, jiu shi lunch. Was very hungry so eat. WESTERN! :D
After lunch, had to report in the hall for rock band concert?
Waa. "Awesome" Hahahs. But really, it's great lah! Enjoyed!
The first band made me laughed (: Asha rina said it's great! But I told her
it's funny. Haahhs. You know.. that guy.. who.. hahaha!
Fabulous! Lead singer so cool! Second band, one of the guitarist so hot!
Dumbasses agreed too! -Laughs. Eww, those guitarist were so cool!!!
The way they played their guitar were veryvery great~
Hope there's more such programmes in school! Cos those bands in our school
all graduated. No chance to hear the rock band again }:
Butbut I managed to get the free cd! Junwei helped us take. Left 2 for the 5
of us. So joelynn and me took the disc. Then going to burn for the rest?
Okay! I havent listen to the songs yet. Hope it's nice? Lols!

Alright. I think this is a long post!
Going to study my SS before I go to bed since my hair havent dry yet.
Yea man. The motivation is back, because you're back! :D
I know, It's all worth it. I dont mind waiting. Because I know you will
always be there for me. Thanks boy! (:
I had a great time with you today, if I wasn't so persistance, it won't
happened right? :D Tsktsk. Thanks lah!

Thank you so much.
I know you still need peace now, I shall not pester you till
you're back to your self. (:

She's trying to stand still.

At least when I'm sad, I still have her.

Her cuteness really made me smile big times.

I love my niece truckloads.

I'm dying.

I don't know how long can I hold on, Y

Listening ear has been listening to all my crap just now.
Thank you very much. Greatly appreciated.
I know you're on the same boat at times, but you're surely
more happier than me. That, I know. & I envy you, really!
Thanks for cheering me up.

I'm crying now? So what? This post is going to be sad?
So what? Who really care? Now, at this time, 1:16am! I need
someone to talk to. Who? Who? Who's up at this hour?
My listening ear's gone to sleep for now, im sad lah.
Without listening ear, I donno who to turn to.

I dont know what to say. Because I know you will say that
why must I post everything out. Perhaps i dont post here,
i'll post somewhere. You want read/ dont read is up to you.

Waiting Is Believing ♥

Urgh. I can't upload any photos! (-.-)
Wanted to upload a photo of me& yeelian!
But can't. Sighs }:

Anyway, Happy 15th Birthday, Sweetie! :D
Best wishes! Stay chubby& sweet! -Laughs. Lots of love!

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I'm not feeling good! Kinda moody uh. }:
Everything's going to end soon uh? Sad-ed.
I'm going to have a hard time tonight. Sighs......

I dont want to walk alone }:

♥♥

Very sad. Very very sad! }:

I'm going to do very badly for english& chinese paper!

English paper 1 was fine, paper 2 was like hell.

Same goes to my chinese paper! :/ Die liao lah!

I didn't finish my chinese paper2! 3 questions, 13marks!

Dam, this midyear surely flunk like shit. Language alrd so

cham, other paper sure very difficult! (-.-)

After chinese paper today, straight away went home.

Nowhere to go siol, dam boring hao bu hao!

Wanted to ask aiai out, but don't know where to go.

Then just sms her for a chat.

Later going out to study. Going to study very hard for my

humanities luh. If not I can go bang the wall if I fail all my

subjects again! :/ Jiayou jiayou!

Now he's studying very hard, surely better than me.

:D I'll be very happy when I see his results!

Yeah, & I must be understanding! This is temporary only!

I shouldn't think too much about it uh. }:

Guess I'll be taking a short nap now before I go study!

}: I'm feeling so moody now. I can't find anyone to talk to me!

Listening ears! Where are you!

HONEY BEARS! X3

As sweetest as ever!

I'm going to fall sick soon! }:

Mummy gave me a cup of honey water, ask me to drink.

Clear my throat(?) Dont know. I feel so thirsty after drinking!

It's a little too sweet though. But I love it okay! Honey x3

I know I can't fall sick during this period of time!

Starting our english paper tomorrow! I hope I do well in paper1.

Aiya. Do well for both paper1& 2 lah. I want to pass my english.

School was alright. Night study was alright.

Bla..

Meeting him after school! After that go study! :D

I'm very tired now! I must sleep now! If not later tired until

sick! Sure very cham }: All the best to me luh.

Bodoh, Exam's here.

I know you haven't forgotten what you promised!

I don't mind being alone, as long as you're working hard.

Jiayou for everything okay? (:

♥♥

Emalia asked me to do this quiz! -Laughs.

1. At what age do you wish to marry -23
2. What i want the most now -both of us to study hard.
3. Who is the person you trust most - There's alot eh.
4. Do you think you have enough confidence - Not really.
5. If you have 1 more dream to come true, what would it be - Secret!*
6. Do you love people around you - Yep, I love him. I love sixsome. I love my dumbass-es. I love my dancers! I love my friends around me! :D
7. What are you afraid to lose the most now - Him
8. How do you find yourself - Petty, sensitive, attitude, stubborn, emo(-.-)
9. If you meet someone you love, would you confess to him/her - Met already! :D
10. How would you spend the 200bucks if you have to - Save some money in bank, for the rest, I'll give a treat to him& my sixsome& other close friends!
11. Who will u call if u are sad late at night - They are prolly sleeping?
12. Which type of person do you hate the most - Kpo freaks, bao-toh kias! (-.-)
13. Do you cherish every single of your friendship - Yep.
14. Do you like to slack - Yep. Most of the time :P
15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life - Family(Including..)
16. Do you find it a need for you to have a boyfriend/girlfriend - Yep. You'll feel some kind of protection! Lol
17. At this point of time, would you rather stay in your comfort zone or try something new - Hmmm. I'm not sure either. :/
18. What kind of friend you hope to be in your friends eyes - Trustworthy& will be there for me whenever I need them around! Especially when I'm sad! ):
19. If you have a chance, which part of your character you would like to change - Attitude.
20. Are you happy now - Yep, I'm very happy. Especially when he's around! :DD

BYES! :D

Chocolates! :D

Hello readers! It's 1209am now! Yep (:

Just finished uploading songs to my aiai& my mp4. (:
& I found one new song today! Woot, Very nice uh. Going to upload

in my blog soon. It's chinese by the way. I like the lyrics. :/

Hmm alright, I'll make this post a quick one. I needa sleep!

Oh yeah, during mt lesson. Crinana&Jy was telling me about my

birthday! Heh.. Yay~ It's finally my turn to turn sixteen this year!

Another 1 more month! I'll get to enjoy nc16 movies! -Laughs.

I'm looking forward for the surprises he's giving me! :D

Blaaa. School was alright. But some theft cases happened again.

Like what hell? Not again right? Our class like no hope already.

At first very good, dont know why suddenly all so slack.

All want steal huh? Very fun is it? Might as well go bank steal, better

right? Stupid ass out there! Stop your act, want to get money jiu

work hard and earn it yourself. And not steal bodoh.

Where's your integrity! -.-

Really can't stand this kind of people. Little things also want steal.

Nowadays my classmates de things always missing. 2 members of

dumbass-es were victims too! Urgh. We suspect.. -Laughs.

Suspect doesn't mean anything. Because we don't have evidence.

Oh well. He/she knows well. If your conscience is clear, good for you.

If not, jolly well stop stealing and get a life, dude!

School ends at 3pm. Went for art all the way till 6pm! Urgh.

Was doing my development with MrTan. I fell asleep when he was

trying to edit my pictures in photoshop! -Tired lah.

And tadah! I have some developments already! And it's time for me

to start drawing& drawing. I've still got my 4th& 5th boards to go!

Jiayou for me uh. I remembered I promised someone to get A for art.

Lols. I don't know if I can.But I'll try okay? (:

After art, no time go back home. Jiu dinner outside with J&K.

Late for tuition! :/ & tuition was alright too. Maths!

And I'm so weak in probabilities! Like oh-my-gosh lah! I don't even

understand what they're asking for. Stupid girl like me must buck

up lah! Exams starting on thursday bodoh! -.-

Wednesday! Flexi! Can sleep later!

Yay~ Maybe have the chance to meet him, provided if he gets out of

house early. -Laughs! Stupid boy, (:

Bodoh! Loveees!

We promised each other something*

You must study hard okay? And I shall stop

my nonsense :P Jiayou bodoh!

If I can do it, you can do it also! JYJYJY! x3

I'm a failure in everything, especially when it comes to love. Y


I'm feeling so tired! }:
Got back home not long ago. Had been going out to study with
Jasmine&Kuanwai :D It's not bad uh (: I hope this study thingy
can last all the way after midyear exams.
I needa concentrate on my studies lah. Cannot slack luh }:


I must get back the results like last year! I can do it!
(If I stop slacking, & start mugging hard for exams lor) :P
Do I feel stress? Perhaps I'm a little. I don't want to feel stress
anyway. Because if I'm stress, I'll start eating junk food! Which makes
me fat okay! Gahh }: I shall say 'NO, to stress!' 'BYE, to junk food!' :D
Guess I'll start clearing my stuffs on my study table soon.
I've all my books lying on the table, containers of sweets, bottles,
calender and my bags! -Laughs. Sounds very messy uh?
It's really very messy! I want a proper study table! }: So I can organise my
things well uh. But too bad, it's difficult to put a proper study table
in the living room. Just Too Bad! :/


Okay. So school today was fine. I fell asleep during vip lesson.
I was very tired. I cannot concentrate. Kept staring into spaces.
What's more, I had to keep changing back to my own place when it
comes to VIP lessons! I know it's stupid, but yeah. It's my own choice! :X
After school, went for art awhile. Then went off with dumbass-es.
Bought bubble tea, and I went home first. It was 550pm at that time.
So faster chiong home, bathed& went out to meet J&K.
Studied abit, dinner at Seoul Garden! :DD I liked my own creation of
Ice Kachang! Hehs :D Blabla. Homed.


I'm very tired indeed. I need to rest!
Waiting for his sms, and I'm going to bed (:
Hope he's doing well now, I know he had bad impression of me
already! I did something really bad to him. Gah }:
He forgive me! But I still feel so guilty! Sighs. -Terrible! ):
Just waiting,& keep waiting for his sms!

Bodoh, You know I'll miss you terribly.

Y

Cupcakes! :D

FOOOOOOOOOOOOD-

Hope the words from you were true! :D

Yes! No matter how far we may seem, our hearts will still not change.

You're the love x3

I spent my day with joy! Had lots of fun with Jasmine&Kuanwai&Yi.

We ate alot today! }: Had Burger King for lunch, study over there too.

4plus, I thought of going over to Kuan's house :D Sms-ed her, and she

said can go. (: Went to buy tibits& sweets! Lols.

Reached her house at about 515pm, started our revision then.

Watched tv, ate& study! Hahahs. I think I'm going to gain weight tomorrow!

:/ We really ate alot! Dinner at her house (:

We laughed alot today, and we took videos too! So funny lah :D

& Tuition was alright.

Thurday's starting our English paper already!

Hope I can do well for this midyear (: Jiayou.

:D

Bodoh, I hope you're okay now. Sorry to let you have a harsh scolding.

I guess it's going to be over soon? So just let it be.

Rest assure, it will not happen again okay? Takecare manymany! (:

& Smiles! No fake smiles k, (: Loveeees!

Woke up at 730am! He called me at 715am, but I went back to sleep again.

Hahahs, Was very tired. But still have to drag myself to school }:

I was late :P Because I asked my mum to prepare breakfast for me,

and it was done at 820am! So I faster eat & went out.

Art was 'dots' I finished my third board already. Yayness!

Lunch-ed at BK with aiai x3 Talked alot! :D

& I knew alot of things today! Hahahs.

Well, if this kind of thing doesn't happen to me, I'm fine with it.

But if there's this ONE DAY! Hahahs, dont blame me for being nasty!

I just hate those kind of 'people' (: -Laughs.

I'm so tired now, Got to go rest.

There's tuition tomorrow! }:

Hello people, I'm back! :D

Oh yeah, I think I know who passer-by is. (:
I may be just wild guessing, but who cares. I've checked.
& it's prolly 'the person' :D Boy/Girl. Whatever.
I'll treat them as bastard/bitch, -laughs. Because they're just
so hum. Dare say don't dare admit.
I told pighead about this, guess what is his reaction?
"I don't think it's 'the person' Whatever you think, I dont care.
You think he/she very good right? Very righteous right,
don't regret when you really know 'the person'. Yea man.
I've got pissed off by your words, because you don't believe me.
Maybe it's just wilding guessing, but it can be 60% true.

Luckily I don't have alot of spammer. (:
That's something good. But I know people who read my blog.
Surprisingly, those people I dont really know also read my blog.
:D Nevermind, surprise huh? :/ Thanks for viewing.
Tag me if you're free okay? (:

I'm very tired now, Tomorrow still have to go school for art.
& my left side of my mouth really hurts. My teeth!!
Is teeth not tooth okay! Not one tooth! But many! Pain like shit. :/
Every night! Even sleeping also pain. Urgh. FTP!

Nights, readers!

If I slit, will you bleed?

School till 1245pm, Went off at around 130pm.

Walked home alone, }: He had dnt today, can't accompany me home.

Kind of lonely uh, But nevermind. Wanted to go buy bubble tea de,

sitsit there for awhile cai go home. But I was too tired to walk there.

Ended up going home. }: Bored, didn't went movie with Stupid,Retarded

& Crazy dumbass. Bo lui, -Laughs. & I also don't want watch horror

movie :P Sorry uh, I promise next time will go watch tgt with your girls!

:D

& now, I really feel like drinking bubbletea! }:

Maybe later, I'm going to get myself one. Hurhur.

Was feeling very moody just now, he tried to cheer me up. But can't, lol

Went home, ate the chocolate he bought for me. I'm much better luh.

Thank you! :D Sorry to make you worry :/

Im going to study with jasmine now!

Going to eat my lunch first! I'm quite hungry uh! :P

BYES.

People, If want view my blog jiu tag me.
Don't say whatever stuffs behind my back, dude!
And for the passer-by ; I want know who are you.
If you're daring enough, jiu say out your name.
If you dont dare say out here, msn me : loypeimei@hotmail.com
Don't come my blog and spam me! Dont know the truth jiu spout
nonsense. If you don't reveal your identity, I will consider you as
hum! If you don't want me to look down on your hum-ness, then
tell me who are you. I won't be nasty to you. I just want know who are
you. Yeah. That's about it.

And those people out there, want say jiu dare to say infront
of me. Don't say among yourself. I have my right to blog what I want
to blog. Don't be 3-8! If you want be 38, so be it.

I'm going to lock up my blog soon for some reasons.
Pm me if you want me to invite you to my blog.
It depends on my mood whether I want to lock up anot, because
some people out there are really ridiculous. No brians.
Get a life man.

Love is no fool, dreams come true Y

Ewww ): My tooth hurts!
And it only hurts at night! Which is like so unusual lah.
I don't know what's wrong, I really don't want to
go dentist for my stupid tooth. Gahhhh-

Lessons were boring, yea! I just think it's bored.
Plus, 2 lessons of lecture. Yeah, I think my class's getting so
lame. All lame things coming up. Troubles& troubles.
Truancy? Whatever. Perhaps, they get out of school when
there's lesson at a later time was prolly because they're sick
and tired of the school life? I don't know. Hahahs.
I love schooling. But I hate boring lessons. Yep.

HE, asked us. "Teachers don't understand why did your
make the choice of coming to yishuntown."
Hmm. That time when I'm choosing schools, I didn't know that
yishuntown was a good school in the neighbourhood.
My mum and sis asked me to choose between AI& YTSS.
& I chose YTSS for some stupid reasons. {Not to be mention :X}
Yes. And I chose the school without knowing anything
about the school. I didn't know that the school life is so stressed up.
I didn't regret choosing this school, not because of studies.
Friends of course! Studies wise, I think all along, my results were like shit.
School's standard high, and perhaps I didn't really study well.
So, results like shit. Maybe it's all for our own good.
So be it, I accept that.

But, everybody's complaining about the money money thing.
-Laughs. I agreed! This school always ask for money.
Yea, for needy students. I can understand. But.. asking the whole school
to donate a total of 100bucks? If the whole school have the full amount
of 100bucks each, I think this school will be loaded uh?
Why can't it be just a 50bucks? I think it's reasonable you know.
100bucks is way toooooooooooooooo ridiculous.
I know we should try our best to donate as much as we can. But..
we need those money for our own use too, isnt it? If never donate
a single cent, teacher will start chasing us for money? What for?
Sighs, I just dont understand this. If our class never donate anything,
whole class tio scolding? -Laughs. Funny lah.

50bucks to watch a concert? Is it because we have to pay for the
air-con? -Laughs! Money& money! But yeah, it's still my school.
Think I'll try to ask people help me donate. 10bucks at least?
Gah. If it's possible! Whatever~ Money is everything huh? Hahahs.

Zzz. I'm getting sick& tired of this school.
Everything changed! I hope I get out of this school asap.
Of course, I want to complete my 5N! Get out, and dont see faces.
Oh yah, saying about faces. Someone diao-ed me today.
Freak, you think your eyes very beautiful ah? My foot man.
Your face like shit also, I never de siao you, you come find problem.
Siao kia. See who diao who. See my friends also diao.
And you're from uniform group for goodness sake. Shouldn't you
be having some discipline? Zzz. Sickening freak.

Lame day, With lame people!
Lunch time, upper sec people cheering, screaming, clapping.
-.- Very lame. Go kpo awhile, got to know that they did this cos
got someone throw the ball down? We sian diao, went back class.
So stupid duh. Keep cheering! -.- My class people went so high today!
Hahhas.

After school. went for art. 4-6pm! My goodness! Hahahs.
Then he came back school to fetch me home! Sweet! :D
He, and his cute umbrella! Loveeees! (:
He's sleeping soundly now, so cute lah! Hahhas.
And he sent me one msg before he sleep :D Sweeeeeet!!
YENOH Is Loved By RAGUS! X33

BYEBYE. That's all for today. Im going to sleep.
:DD

My cute niece in my PE shirt.

:D

School was boring :X

English- did some information sheet blabla.

Called out for oral, & I screwed my oral. -Laughs. Teacher said,

my reading was alright, picture was bad, conversation was so-so.

How am I going to take my oral in future? Gah.

Sure flunk like shit. :/

Recess, & Chemistry- finish up our worksheet& copy down

some notes. Social studies- Given one history booklet, very useful

notes. 20over pages. Then teacher go through test paper.

& I score 8/25 :D I always fail my history, I dont know why! :/

Mother tongue- Teacher go through the 10 close passages.

I fell asleep for a few times, teacher saw me sleeping. But she never

say anything :P I was really sleepy! Hahas.

Lunch& self-study. But didn't stay in class for self-study.

Went off to find Mr ho to fix the toy. And it can't be fixed. Sad-ed.

Then went back to class, clean the classroom and went off.

Lunch-ed at 900plus coffeeshop. & there was 2 uncivilised people.

._. They were way too selfish. Gah. Stupid :-

On the way back home, I vomitted 3 times.

I don't know why I vomitted, I was full, but not to the extend of

vomitting. Sighs, my stomach's kinda bad nowadays.

I still remember that time I vomitted in school, GOSH!

So gross! I just hate the feeling of vomitting! :/

Reached home, rest& prepared for tuition.

I was late :X Cos of that stupid bus driver, I chased for the bus

yet he drove away. Dam him. Stupid !

& tuition was fun, they keep joking& laughing. So funny lah (:

That's about it. I'm in pain lah :/

My tooth's killing me! I think it's going to drop out soon.

Gahhhh. I don't want to go dentist, pleaseeeee!

): I super hate dentist. Kind of phobia. Hahahs. Whatever~

Alright, I'm going to continue chatting with bodoh.

:D Nights people!

You're just like my wonder,

I hearts you! (:

Y Will this do?

Super emo day! :/ Whatever! I feel so crap today. Gah.

Morning assembly was duper embarassing! Stupid ._.

Once again, grats to sixsome for getting 2nd! (:

And the prize was way too funny! Lol. One badge& One photo?

We've got 6 people for goodness sake. Lol.

But nevermind, it's okay! Will still treasure the gift yea?

Oh, so I was emoing the whole day! You should know the reason why.

Whatever! I super hate today! I super hate myself (:

Crap crap! This is oh-so-crap day! Urgh.

Crap lah! I want to eat& eat& eat non-stop! I want chocolates now!

Stupid day! URGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH :/

Whatever lahhhh. Stupid. Going to do my art now!

Your action is only for awhile.

Which is not what I want. Do you know?

Loveeees! Y

Bodoh, I didn't mean anything. Really.

But I'm so hurt by your words. I know those words were

not true. Still, I felt so hurt after hearing those words from you.

Maybe what happened yesterday caused you to be saying all this to

me today. Really do hope it's not true }:

Y Mr. Pighead, ;DD

Today, woke up at 8am because my phone alarm rang.

But it's still early, so went back to sleep again. Woke up by a call

from Jasmine. By then it's alrd 910am. Faster wash up, bath&

eat my breakfast. Went for tuition. Met Jasmine at 804 bus.

And luckily we were not late. Reached Mrs kumar's house at 10am

(: Saw yee wan today! She's so pretty (:

& Tuition was alright. Physics for today. Last 15mins was Maths.

Urgh. I feel so retarded. Cos I can't recall my maths formula.

Stupid! I think I needa start memorising all the formula uh! ._.

After tuition, bus-ed home. Bought my lunch home.

Met Jasmine again at 140pm. Bus-ed to causeway! :D

Actually wanted to study at Mos Burger. But full. Mac also full.

Bo bian, went library! Of cos, it's sunday! There's alot of people.

Can't find any seats, so sat on the floor again :X

Did my tuition work first, then read up my physics textbook!

Blablabla. about 5plus jiu went off. Walked around then train-ed

back to Yishun. Went popular, bought 1 physics assessment.

Now, I've got 3 assessments to complete! Jiayou for me uh :/

Dinner at Chongpang. And home sweet home! (:

I bought one socks pouch for my mp4. And I pity my mp4.

Ended up in this state. All thanks to me }:

Yesterday, I can still see the screen. So clear! Today, I on my

mp4, black out again! But still can listen lah :/

Sad thing is, I can't listen to my music. Cos yesterday I turned to

FM. Then today suddenly black out, can't turned back to my music.

Urgh. I'm so-so pek chek lah! I want to fix my mp4 soon! ):

That's all for today. Got to go finish up my english homework.

:D Byebye! 3 more days to message renew! :D yayness!

Awaiting~

No matter how much you hate me,

I'll still love you (:

& I promise, you'll be my last love.

Bodoh! You're greatly loved by me :D

Thanks for the company today, loveeees!

Jiayou for upcoming exams. Don't give up oh. (:

♥♥♥

SIXSOME ;D

Sent this photo for the competition or whatsoever.

And we've got 2nd position for the most compatible category. -Laughs.

Sounds so wrong. But still, we've got 2nd! We were so happy lah :D

Luckily never see our face. If not it's going to be very embarassing xP

Grats sixsome! 2nd position not bad luh, Heees!

Pleasant day. Jasmine called me early in the morning.

Suppose to meet them for breakfast, in the end, I was very tired.

And told her Im not going. Then I woke up again at 750am.

Was reallyreally tiring, can't even open my eyes :P

Took my clothes, bath-ed, washup. Went out.

Today's course at wsc were superb :D Enjoyed very much.

It's an expressiveness course. Learnt alot. Had loads of fun.

I didn't know expressiveness can be so fun at times too. Lols.

My definition for expressiveness : Our own emotions.

And perhaps, our emotions express out how we feel about certain

things of what had happened etc (: Hmm, I can be emotional.

:D But somehow, I want to live my life to the fullest.

To be happy at all times! That's right huh? :D

Sometimes, things are like this. Life is short.

You've got to cherish it before it's gone. And time don't rewind.

Treasure every second spent. Because you must make everything

worth it. I love my family, I love my friends& you of course.

I don't wish to lose anyone of you. Because you all are special to me.

No matter what happens, you all will be there for me. (:

Cherish your life huh? Life is unpredictable.

Received the bad news from korpaul on thursday.

Yep. It's really bad. I felt kind of uncomfortable too. Though I dont

really know her well. But afterall, her family is under wsc.

I pity the two young girls. If they know anything about this, i doubt

they will be happy. The pain, and the feeling of losing a kin.

Why let all these things happen? Didn't they say kind people will have

good return? Why it doesn't seem to happen to them?

Sighs, I will cherish my life well. Treasure people around me, treasure

every second spent. Treasure everything.

And to you, I respect your determination& perserverance.

We'll remember you in heart, rip.

Right. That's about it.

But life goes on.

Braces Girl! CHANG KUAN YI :D

She drew the oil ;D Cute right

And.. The gifts. Thanks juniors!
Loves.

I won't forget the times with the dancers, ♥

Such a lovable day :D
I love my juniors, I love dance! (:

:DDD

Slit through my heart [:

I CAN'T FIND MY WARRANTY ANYWHERE! URGH ._.

I'm so pissed off lah. Don't know if can fix my hopeless mp4.

Damn. Now, I can't even charge my mp4. Shitshit ):

It's a birthday gift from my brother lah! If he know about this,

I'm going to be dead. Gaaah ):

But no matter what, I'm going to fix it. If not, I will have to buy

a new one! Similar one ):

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School was alright.

I woke up late today! Maybe I slept well last night (:

He called me, I heard my phone. But I went back to sleep

again :X Sorry uh :P Prepared, off to school.

Blablabla. I hate today's lesson. For some reasons (:

And something bad happened in our class today.

Like crap? -.- Whatever, shit him! -.-

I'm going to study with them again :D

Byebye!

I don't feel like blogging today!

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And I want to scream my lungs out! I feel so troubled.
:/ Bodoh.

Pretty Pink :D

Sunday 060408 (:

-Pleasant day.

-Tuition.

-Causeway.

-Lunched at Macdonald.

-Study at library.

-Went to do my sticker name{finally:D}

-Dinner at foodcourt.

-Bus-ed home.

- Chatted on the phone with him (:

Monday 070408

He gave me morning call again :D

Prepared& went to school with him, we were nearly late again :X

Lessons were pretty alright. & I forgot to bring my art stuffs.

Cos I didn't know there's art lesson today :/ Luckily Mr tan not around!

I really can't stand the teacher who took us for art lesson.

She's very diao lor. For 1 min, she repeated "Eh, faster do your work"

for don't know how many umpteen times. -Sickening okay.

But whatever, don't even want to bother about her.

Yep. After art, was inter-class captain's ball game with sec4s& 5s.

Well. My class performance's was so awesome eh.

Compete with 3 classes. 4/2, 4/3, 5/2. I dont know if our class

got defeat 5/2 not. But the match with 5/2 were thrilling.

Lol. We yelled& screamed out loud. I didn't play, cos dont feel like

playing. -Laughs. But I did cheer for those who were playing.

Gosh, I can finally see the class spirit :D

He played in one of the match too. So cute uh. Smack the ball (:

But someone pushed him, and he fell down. Urgh.

And the match with 5/2 were really exciting lor, we screamed the most.

The guys so violent -.- Keep hitting our class de people.

Then Ivan& some other people show black faces. Cos they really

buay song with them. But it's a game afterall (:

And overall, we've got ourselves the 2nd position.

Not bad luh :D What matters more is still the class spirit eh.

Woooooo. Well done, guys& girls! PE tomorrow, hope can play

captain's ball again. Yea man. Hahahs.

After that, went for lunch. Then was vip, then english.

Boring luh. :X School ends at 4pm as usual. Went off with Joelynn

and Winny to northpoint.Winny and Me bought choco waffle.

Nicey nice! (: And Joelynn bought greenapple greentea.

Wooo. Headed to popular to accompany Joelynn to buy things.

And HOME SWEET HOME! :D

And uh, aiai had gastric pain in the morning.

So she went home after one period. Hope she's feeling better now.

Didn't sms her yet, sms bomb :P But still, takecare girl!

Loves- See you tomorrow in schoool.

Yeah, I'm so tired after today. Going to take a short nap.

After that, study! :D Jiayou for me lor. BYEEEEEEEEEEES!

Thanks for reading.

I WANT A BAG PACK! ):

Trying to find a pigment of truth

Beneath my skin

I'm tired. It's 1228am :D I'm still awake!

Because I'm still chatting with him, tralalalalaal-

Waiting for him to finish doing his stuffs, So can happily chat

with him with no interruption! (:

Anyway, today was a great day luh!

Morning, woke up. Prepare my stuffs& went off to school.

Met aiai at Yakun, she didn't see my msg, so she didn't know

I'm going to be late :/ Sorry, let you wait for so long.

Then uh, she don't know I never eat. She go buy, then keep

apologising to me. Lol. So cute lah :D & we walked to school tgt.

Art was alright, did one drawing with colouring today.

Not bad lah. But I still like my barbecued salmon :D

After we dismissed, aiai went locker to put her things.

Then we walked one big round to the other staircase so we can

walk pass the dnt room. But then, all not there siol ._.

Kind of disappointed, then smsed him "Where your go"

Then he said they go eat. Urgh.

Chatting with him now :D

Went home, slacked& watched Fang Yang de XingXing.

Woo. Very nice! Cried& cried ._. Dont ask me why, I just feel

like crying, then tears jiu roll down my cheeks xP

Around 5plus, he smsed me. He said he reached home, then I

go prepare then went out again. Took train to sembawang,

Met him, then went to causeway. Supposingly to do 'homework'.

Hahahs. Then no, went to eat dinner with him at pizza hut :D

Had so much fun with him today uh. So much to talk.

At first, he wanted to take train home. Then he accompanied me

home instead cos he said .... Hahhahs. So sweet of him (:

& Xiexie for your treat! LOVEEEES ♥♥

And now, he's MIA again. Don't know where he go ):

Okay. I'm going to bed soon.

If not pimples going to come out already :P

Night people. Loves.

I'm one ugly fatass, :D

It's 1208am [:
Had a chat with him, okay-okay. -Laughs.
Special day for us, :D I hope it will be a fine day!
:D

Reached home at 901pm, get to watch the last episode
of 'Yi fang ban ting, yi shui gang' :/
Very nice luh, Dingyi so sweet siol! Put the ring for Xiuming.
Ahhh~ Sweeeeeet like hell. Hahahhs :P
Got some parts very touching, a very nice show la ! -Thumbs up.

School was pretty fine.
I understand what had been taught during chemistry lesson (:
Though the class was extremely noisy ._.
I copy down notes for socialstudies, I didn't fall asleep. (:
I'm quite okay with maths alrd, probability. (:
Quite slow with my art, got to work harder! Jiayou!

CCA was fine too. Modern dance with juniors.
I learnt new steps from yanni. She choreograph [:
Dismiss at 500pm, went off at 600pm.
Halfway to northpoint, jasmine found that her phone lost.
She went back school with zoe&yanni. Me and kuanwai went
to find jiewinnie& pohs :D Sakae sushi with them.
While eating, waited for jasmine to come. She couldnt find
her phone. Sighs. I suppose is those people in the hall later on.
Because they're the only one that's having cca at that time.
Hope there's some kind soul that will return jasmine's handphone. Yep.
VIP lesson, we learnt to be integrity. It's our school value.
If you can't even be integrity, then you might as well get out of
the school. Because you dont fit to be in a member of YTZENS [:

So. If someone really took it, please return.
If you don't want to feel guilty in future, please return.
Don't be such a fool [:

Crap with them at sakae sushi, very funny :D
NGR - Na ge ren [: I created this, wahhahahas !

Alright, shouldnt be blogging much.
I needa some rest. So tired. There's art tomorrow.
830am -12noon! Wth lah ): I want my sleep.

But I will be happy tomorrow, cos he's going to make me happy!
Hope he do so. [: LOVEEEES!

Sorry friends, I got very agitated after school today.
Didnt mean it, but yep. Sorry :P

:D JAPX3

Somewhere over the rainbow, ♥

Mixed feeling :D Still feeling abit confused over the incident.

I'm trying to get over it, but we've sorted things out.

I know this kind of incident will happen again. I'm prepared.

:D Tralalala-

Lessons were alright, I just dont like physics' lesson.

Not really boring, but seriously, I don't understand at all!

-Laughs. I will clear my doubts with my tution teacher ._.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~

We're getting our class tees tomorrow! Wooohoo :D

I'm super duper happy, I don't know why. Just feel happy,

we spent 25bucks for one shirt okay! Must treasure for sure (:

I hope the class tee is nice! [:

My headache's coming back again. Urgh.

I've never had any headache before, till recently ._.

Ridiculous right, blaaaaaaaa~ Nearly faint during art class today!

Because I was laughing too much during the free period we had.

But had lots of fun :D the 'usual five'? (:

Went study with jasmine& kuanwai.

Was late due to some reasons, LOL! But yeah, didn't really

study much. Was just doing my physics worksheet.

And I found out that I can't even memorise those formula -.-

I'm going to be dead soon, Exam's round the corner.

And.. I don't seem to know what I'm suppose to know.

Urgh. }:

BLAAAAA. Random random random -.-

I'm feeling so bored can.

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Tomorrow will be a good day ya?

My heart cracks even more today, ♥

I don't feel okay at all.
And my aiai was right, I'm always not happy, always the one
suffering. All I could say is, no lah no lah. I'm fine.
You think I really want say that? I want to pour all my
sorrows to her, but I dont know where should I start.

Whenever anybody talk to me about this, my eyes will turn
red. My tears will start flowing. But I tried very hard to control.
Because I cannot be so sad infront of them. Maybe, I should
keep everything to myself. Wait till one day, I burst into
tears, and my troubles will be gone (: Perhaps.

You know, girls are emotional creatures. Girls cry alot.
I know 'big girls shouldnt cry" but can't control ya.
And guys are just heartless creatures. They don't care about
how girls feel. Some knows how to comfort, but some don't.
Girls cried so much for them, yet they pretend like nothing happen.
Girls sacrifise so much for them, yet they don't know anything.
Girls are always so disadvantage. How I wish I'm a guy.
Then I can hurt girls? Lol? See them cry for me? Lol?
Ridiculous I know. But yeah, guys are HEARTLESS CREATURES!

You said you will online soon, and where are you?
Gaming obviously (: I'm used to it already.
Because all your promises are just lying to me :D
I wish I can smash your comp.

I don't feel right.
I need someone to talk to :D
Oh please, just talk to me, give me some advice.
You know, I'm actually fragile, I do get hurt easily. -Laughs? -.-

DAMN ME!

Blog song changed :D

At The Beginning

We were strangers starting out on our journey
Never dreaming what we'd have to go through
Now here we are and I'm suddenly standing
At the beginning with you

No one told me I was going to find you
Unexpected what you did to my heart
When I lost hope you were there to remind me
This is the start

(chorus)

And Life is a road and I wanna keep going
Love is a river I wanna keep flowing
Life is a road now and forever
A Wonderful journey

I'll be there when the world stops turning
I'll be there when the storm is through
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you

We were strangers on a crazy adventure
Never dreaming how our dreams would come true
Now here we stand unafraid of the future
At the beginning with you

(chorus)

I knew there was somebody somewhere
Like me alone in the dark
I know that my dream will live on
I've been waiting so long
Nothing's gonna tear us apart

(chorus)

My heart cracks alittle each day, ♥

I'm sad after what had been said by many today.
Perhaps, I'm just that useless. I don't know how to convince
him. I don't know, I don't know, I don't know!
Call me a fool, call me a dumb. Whatsoever!

I'm tired of saying all those long-winded stuffs.
And I know you're tired of listening to those too.
Then why can't you jolly well stop whatever lame things you're
doing and concentrate on the more important stuffs?

I can only say, you're two-sided. You can be good, you can
be bad. Of course, I love the way you're good. Because,
you can really be very good. Do the right thing, at the right
time. But when you're bad, you turned so wild. I hate it so much.
Pardon me for saying that, but that's the fact.

I've alot more to say. But I just don't want to hurt
your feeling. Maybe you feel nothing. But, I think I will flare
my anger at you again. I'm all ready for tomorrow's challenge.
I know it will be a difficult day for me. I must pull through (:

Since it's still early, I shall get to my bed and sob all I want.
Because by crying all my hearts out, I will feel much better.
I know it's not worth it, But I will still do so.
He won't care, I won't bother much too. I will remember his
last message, "Dun happy". You said, means you mean it (:
I will take it to heart. Don't regret :D

PS : I took the effort to sms you abt what I want to do tomorrow,
yet you looked on the "not-so-bright" side. Haa, whatever then.
Since you want this to happen, then I will do my part too (:

Because I know, you won't turn back for me.

I had a long chat with you yesterday.

I'm very happy :D

And perhaps, that will be my last

happiest moment with you.

Supergirl :D

April Fool's Day - -

Some fools came to fool me, but I'm not that fool to be fooled

by them. Lol! Okay lah. Joking only (: Not many people

went around to fool people, all grown up already! Wahahas.

Weekeong tried to fool me, but lol! I'm not a fool (:

Lessons were fine.

I wanted to copy notes for social studies, to keep myself awake.

But too bad, god helped me. Copy halfway, I dropped my pen.

Tadah, no ink!

And too bad, other pens also useless. Then never copy.

Fell asleep, Zzz (: Will copy from others tomorrow :D

Was super tired today, I dont know why. Nearly fell asleep during

chinese compo test. -Laughs. Then I anyhow do the compo -.-

Really bo mood to do. Jiu anyhow scribble. :D

Chemistry lesson was the best, cos I got partner (:

JASMINE AW! We joke, we laughed :D I'm a bad influence to her!

I feel so guilty :P Forgive me please! -Laughs.

No cca today, went home bath and everything. Went out again.

Went wsc. Yeah, something really bad happened ):

It's a bad news for all, yet we can't do anything, I feel like crying,

but I know I can't. Maybe she just have her own reason.

Girl{you know who are you}, I really hope it's a dream.

Because I want you to stay. You can't leave us just like this.

You know we can't bear you to leave like this! Even if you dont want

me, what about the rest? You really bear to leave like this? ):

You know they can't take it, ):

BAAAHHHH. Went for tuition.

Siansation, next 3 classes I have to do physics! ROAR.

I don't like, but what to do ):

Something ridiculous -.-

I have to wear tie throughout morning assembly on thursday.

Shit me? Hahhas. It's embarassing.

You know how I feel?