It can't be over.

The hurt. The pain, The shame.

There’s only one thing To Do Three words For you(I love you)

It hurts so much, I cried so hard. Can you even feel it? So many words, So many promises - It's all gone like this. Why must you do this to me? Where do I stand now? How should I react? What must I do? It's you whom made me believe in all the impossibilities. It's you whom brought happiness to me. It's you, you & you. What's all for now? My heart is still bleeding, my heart is all broken up again. What must I do to get back everything that used to be so great?

It's a mistake. Big mistake.

The truth is, I was stupid and foolish enough to cause all these troubles.

What's left to do now, Is time to heal everything.

You said you will come back when it's time. I will wait.

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As for you, I told you she's dead. So stop calling her. She can't protect you anymore. She can't takecare of you anymore. She can't be there for you anymore. She wants you to seek for your own happiness, she wants you to forget her. Because you are her closest, she don't want you to worry about her anymore. Now that she's gone, please forget about her. Don't cry anymore and be good. Takecare.

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Things will never be the same again.

So am I. The pain continues, The emotion continues.

Please don't ask me to cheer up, I won't and I will never.

No more smiles, No more happiness. I'm all drown with tears and sadness.

A heart to heart talk with the two girls just now. I felt so so so much better, really. At least, I managed to lighten my burden and brave through the storms. (Sounds so or-biang) But okay, whatever. If only the other three were there, we would have no more secrets. We would be able to know one another's heart. That session was really saddening, I dont know why. Although it was only 30mins or so, but there's so much things we've got to say. Because of the time limit, we got to stop there. Hopefully we will have another chance to talk again. Ok?

(: Dont worry girls, I will be fine. (:

( Secret Valentine. )

( Happy Lunar New Year! )

Happy Niu Year to all!
( Ang Paos! )

YESTERDAY.

Wokeup early and helped to do some cleaning, then off to meet Jasmine&Sharmaine for last minute shopping. Headed off to Bugis, not very crowded though. Sharmaine bought a colourful top! Very nice (: Jasmine bought 3belts,white top&shorts. While I bought 2 belts, 2 bangles, 1 dress& a yellow top! 5plus, rushed back home. As usual, had our reunion dinner but without sister&jiefu and obviously that family wasn't here yesterday. They went malaysia and missed this reunion dinner, oh well, can't be bothered too. Let them do whatever they like -.-

Reunion dinner wasn't that bad too, I love the prawns! (: After dinner, helped Mummy with the decorations and food. Oh yea, this new year isn't that great compared to any other year. I don't feel the atmosphere nor do I feel happy over new year. It feels so normal lor. Tsk.

At night, wanted to call Stupidh so much but he was doing something and he said he will sms me after he finish. Ended up, I fell asleep first! No call ):

TODAY.
Went out to bai nian. Went jurong temple to pray, then headed off to Bishan to 4th Uncle's house. (And my 4th uncle told me we're going Japan next year!!!!!! Omg, how coool!! Went Korea with them 2 years back, hopefully can go Japan with them too!!! :D ) However, the visit was Boring~ Really dam boring there, not very close with my maternal's side relatives. So yea, sat there quietly and waited for my niece to entertain me. Lol. Afterwhich, went to 2nd aunt's house (paternal's side). Had dinner at 1st aunt's house as usual. Watched the Little Nyonya, went home quite early. Tada, and I'm here blogging. Today was just plain boring. Wanted to go mahjong with sixsome but urghhh, I can't get out of house at that time! TT Rotting away now, waiting for his reply& his call. (:


TOMORROW will be a better day! Relatives from my paternal's side will be coming over to my house! Of course, we will be gambling the whole afternooooon :D Wooohoo. Money!! $$ Before that, going over to jiefu's house to bai nian! Yea man. \/


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`I've got an ulcers at my lips there! Had difficulties while brushing my teeth, urgh!!
`I can't stop myself from eating non-stop! Oh well..
`I can't wait to see sixsome on friday&saturday! :D


I didn't had a new year resolution though, so there goes the list :

• Happy, Healthy, Lively Family!
• Stop emoing! Must be more cheerful!
• Better relationship with StupidH& Last long with him! ♥
• Not to lose contacts with Sixsome, wants Sixsome to be always united.
• Dumbasses to be happppyy!
• Grow a few centimetre taller, and lose some weights!
• Stop playing and start studying. Be serious and do well for O's.
• Be more understanding, Stop making troubles.

I can't think of any already, so that's about it. I'm going off now. Still waiting for his reply& his call! Booohoo ):

( Shagged )

The Reason Why.

Do you know that your love is the sweetest sin?

Week 3 is going to end soon. Not a good week for me though. It's also a term test week for the Sec4 and 5s, which doesn't appears to be fine. Kind of predicted what I will get for my results, prolly all F9s except for MotherTongue, I think. Many many sighs.

Yesterday's maths paper was so freaking difficult, I skipped probability question. Surprisly, I can do Matrix question! All thanks to harry and her teaching (: If i didn't asked her to teach me, I will definitely skip to the other question lor. Though I cannot get full marks cause of that stupid explanation, but at least my answers were right. Happy! (: But looking at the number of questions I couldn't do. I can't even get a pass please. Useless shit.

Today. Was woken up by my dad because mum's away and my niece was crying& wailing very loudly. It was only 730am then. Couldn't even open my eyes, was so tired lor. Then I on her favourite Barney for her to watch, at last, she stopped crying. Texted StupidH and complained to him, lol. Then I went back to sleep till 10plus. Niece was crying again, got scolded by my mum for not helping her to takecare of my niece and slept like a pig. Wth? -.- Blablah. Went to pack my study table and cleaned the computer table. Slacked till 3pm then went out to meet Mo. Came home with a black face because I was so pissed off. Then.. cried. Fstupid I know, but I just couldn't control at that time.

But I'm fine. Chatted with LE and she kind of cheered me up with her stupid jiao wei. Lmao. Especially the part when I ordered something from her, made me grinned from ear to ear. (: Okay, too exaggerating I know. Must thank her for listening to me, though I didn't tell her what happened but she gave some advices and all. A moooooo for you~

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AH.LOY drank 2 cans of coke & ate tomyam seaweeds & chocolates to chill herself down.

What a good combinations -.-

Gtg. Byebye.

( Just a moment like this )

Everything changes in a moment.

Hellohallo.

It's not a good day today, but I've got the mood to blog. Firstly, just want to say a few words for the science papers this afternoon. "Sucks like hell" (: Byebye to chemistry, Byebye to physics! You know what, if I fail all the papers for term test, I'm really gonna say Byebye to the school. Waliew, can't bear to leave this school, you know T.T Whats more, I don't want end up in ITE! Rahhhh! So stupid, just so stupid. I wish I've got a smarter brain. Lmao. Think too much lah -.-

My mood was so affected by some issues, sighs. But it's over, I never apologised nor did the person apologise. It's alright, at least it's over and my heart can be at ease again. Seriously, I wonder if I've got heart problem. Today in class, I felt a sharp pain in my heart. Lmao. I don't want to have heart attack out of the sudden yo. I'm still young, I don't want to die! T.T Okok, hopefully I won't get this sharp pain again tmr (:

Lessons were pretty alright, physics lesson was the best lah. There will be laughters everywhere for sure, Lol. So cool, I like (: Think I'm just so going to buck up on my chemistry before I get F9 for every test/exams! Lololololol. Oh yea, combine humanities paper tmr. Oh please, praying hard that it won't be a difficult paper if not I will in hot soup! Lmao! Jiayou Jiayou! \/

Double yayness for tomorrow! I'm going to have advance reunion dinner with my family! I like I like, (: I'm gonna save my stomach for tomorrow's dinner man, lol. & yea, I should stop having 4 meals a day. If I continue to have 4 meals a day, I think I will gain weight more faster -.- No way man, 2 meals a day would be fine I guess. Lol (: I will control myself for eating too much junk food. Yea man. \m/

Goodnight readers, spent quite a long time to blog. Needa get some rest so I can pay full attention in class. Yep! Lucks for combine humans paper tomorrow! :D

PS ; No colour for today, very lazy.

( Disheartening )

One step at a time,

It's like learning to fly, or falling in love.

Coursework, Coursework, & many Coursework! (:

I'm not complaining about the coursework to be done, but I think I chose the right topic that suits me. Was deciding on the two topics, Marine Life& Masks - Don't know which one to choose, but after listening to all those explanations, seeing all those mindmaps & getting some informations and pictures from the internet, I made a decision that was to do on Masks. I find that this topic is kind of interesting. The mystery, The traditional, The emotions, The colours etc. Blablabla. It's gonna be so cool working on Masks. & I've also tried to focus myself on Emotion Masks, different kinds of emotions - Change of personality or mood. Having a mask to cover up your sadness, tears or even fears. Sounds great, lol. :/ Anyway, I just finished doing my mindmap and write up. I seriously hope I can pass this, lol!

Okay, shall talk about what happened today.

Hmm, actually there's not much to say either. Just that the english paper today was dam difficult, was trying to figure out what the passage was trying to say. But, I was too sleepy that I fell asleep while reading and I anyhow scribbled words on my scripts. I should have slept early last night eh? Lol, ah forget it. It's over and I don't want to think about it anymore. I just know i would flunk english so badly like 10/100? Lol, it's possible you know. Well.. After our paper, had our lessons as per normal. Was dismissed at 430pm and my stomach was so freaking pain, somewhat like cramp and I hate cramps you know. Luckily it's not 'that kind' of cramp, if not it will affect my mood again. -.- I've no idea why I'm having cramps, so stupid! Hurts for like almost an hour or so. That stupidh couldn't send me home cos he've got his cca in the evening, spoil my mood x100! But he walked with me till school gate, then I called him up and I chatted with him till I reached my house there. Lol, he's so ridiculous at times. Can't stand talking to him when he always do things so opposite. (: He's so stupidddddddd!

Yawns, I'm going to get some sleep. Have to wake up early for art class tomorrow, spoil the mood again! It's supposed to be off day for us but .. but .. sighs, forget it! At least it didn't spoil the plan that was planned long ago (: Can't wait!!!! Okay, now - TOODLES~

( It's Over! )

& Yes, I've gotten over it.

I said I will blog after term test or something, but since I've got a good mood today I decided to blog! (: I really have very good mood today lor, all thanks to dumbasses. (: Anyway, I've really gotten over that issue. Everything is fine with that stupidh and me. (: Yea.

Today, almost late for school sia. Went out of house at 710am - But I missed all the traffics so have to wait and wait, in the end, ALMOST late for school k. That stupid also dont want wait me sia, so bad. Lol -.- Lessons were kind of boring, English first lesson then teacher gave us alotalot of worksheets for homework ): I see the comprehension very sians lor, boohoo. Whatever~ After lesson, I go tell teacher I'm not going for tomorrow's small group coaching cos I'm going overseas, surprisingly, she allowed me to go lor. I was so happy, cos I thought is a MUST to go the small group coaching. But she told me I can go the week after cny. (: Yea man, thankyou teacher! :D After english was revision, mr ng didn't come for that lesson so we crapped around. Wanted to do my physics but we got so many things to talk about lol. Then I went recess with harry&winny, winny and me got our maths textbook like finally~ Physics lesson was very funny! Hahha, especially when Murali yawn-ed very loudly then the whole class laughed& laughed. Lol. I chiong my mcq questions also, luckily never do very badly! Lmao. Smart class after that, did chemistry work in class. Dam dam funny sitting with dumbasses (excluding d-i-l, cos she sitting with her puchi. Lol. ) I was try to find the answer in my QA notes but that stupidh hit me and scolded me for copying -.- What the hell right. I hit back and scolded him, dam him! (: But I still love him okay, lmao -.- Went for dance, blablablah. Dont wish to talk about it. Yeah.

I told LE to say yes to emo, but she insisted I should say no to emo. Lol. Okay, whatever. I think sooner or later, I will replace honkie's place - Emo freak. HAHAH! K, I'm just kidding -.-

BYEBYE, I going do my homework and revision. Going msia again tomorrow, Hahah. I know next week termtest but dont worry I will study during the journey there, (: Okay, Toodles~

( Life's so unfair )

I got so freaking upset, because of the whatever "rule" that was set by you. I don't know if it's you who set this rule or others also agreed that too. If you ever read my blog, I really want to say that no matter what happens, no matter what you do, we're never going to be separated. I hate the way the "rule" was being set. It's unfair, very unfair. Why must it be us? Did we do anything atrocious like how the others did in the past? Did we ever rebel you or do something that violate anything? I really don't understand why. If you are trying to say that "this" caused me to deprove alot for results, im sorry, but the fact is that I AM the one who didn't put in much effort for everything. I did take it seriously, but I didn't put in ALL the efforts I have. So I'M the one to be punished, but why must you set this "rule" that affect the both of us? Do you know it hurts? You think it's for our own good, but did you spare a thought for us? This may be the first and the last time, I want to seize this opportunity because I know this is a rare chance. I never thought such things will happen, seriously. I cried the whole night because of this. & yes, until today I still couldn't stop crying. I kept asking myself, why must god treat me like this? Why must everything go against my way? I hate it.

For those who dont know why I cried so much today, please dont ask me. Let me have some peace and accept the "fact". Call me a crybaby, I don't care. It's my problem, my stuff. Gossip all you want because I don't have the energy nor time to deal with you all. Everything changes from now on, I have to be mean in order not to let anyone to bully me. I hate losers, sore-losers. Get out of my sight, because I may slap you anytime. Im serious.

But anyway, thanks for those who comfort me. Thanks to that stupid mo who scolded me -.- I told her I'm gonna slap her if she scold vulgarities again, lmao~ -.- Thanks to dumbasses. Ps; AIAI~ I got something to say : MYUK PEIMEI SAYS NO YES TO EMO! (:

Takecare people. Will not be blogging till term test over. I will study hard and prove 'you' wrong. I can do it even though it affected so much on me.

( I feel so whatever! )

Mixed Feelings :/

Sighs, really don't know how to describe my feeling now. I was happy at that moment, but when I was about to reach home saw his text and it somehow affected my mood. Felt kind of pekchek but I was sad too. I tried to cool myself down, again, I saw something that affected my mood even more lor. But yeah, I told myself that I have to relax cos nothing will happen if I don't think so much. So maybe that's what you called, "close one eye". Alright. In that case, I really got to close one eye and pretend nothing happen or whatsoever. But still, hopefully later on when he will wake up he will text me again with a 'good mood'. If not I will get those irritating words again, ): Because of what he sent, I kept thinking of it and I can't sleep already lor. Sighs. Boyyyyyyy.. ):

Let's just drop the subject first, I'm already having my moodswings and a big headache. Need some peace for the time being and perhaps entertainment. But look at the time, it's 2:12am!!!! Everybody's having their good night sleep while I'm still awake BLOGGING! T.T My eyes' tired cos I had school from morning and had to stay up till so late. All because I'm just tooooooo worried about everything. I'm afraid something might happen tomorrow or what lor, very vexing and annoying. But I can't stop my thoughts. ): dots dots dots. I said I want to drop the subject but I keep repeating about my thoughts, urghhh~

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I went nyp with my class today. WE DID NOT MANAGE TO GO SCHOOL OF BUSINESS MANAGEMENT! How unfair! We chose that as the tour but they brought us to those nursing and design courses. Went to see the nursing course and it's so OMG! I cannot forget about the delivering of the baby. They showed us how to deliver the baby etc.. then the baby and the mother.. then to the baby in the warmer - measuring height and weight.. LASTLY.. they showed us a video of how a mother giving birth to her baby!!!!!!!!!!!!! Real life video, and it's so SICKKKK. Very dam sick, see the whole process of how the mother give birth to the baby and she was all naked and heard that this was so because you have to breastfeed the baby straight after birth. All the girls were like "EWWWWW.." "OMGGGG.." "NEXT TIME DONT GIVE BRITH ALRD.." I still can't forgot the video.. so sick.. so sick.. T.T On a second thought, I gave up on nursing course. Lol. Cos I know I can't take it for sure. :/

Trained back to Yishun after everything. Pig and me got separated from Yishun station, & I was like so worried sick for him, I have no idea why. Just that kind of very worrying feeling and made me feel so uneasy. He left for school while I went to meet my sis. Got to try the food at the new HK cafe, quite okay actually. Had some catching up session with Sis too, I told her about
the video I saw in the nursing course, and she told me "Aiya.. is like that one ma." Then we started talking about pregnancy and all. Hahah. Blablablah~ About 630pm, went off to find J and started carrying out my plan. IT WORKS OKAY! I was so proud of myself.. lmao~ Nah, just kidding k. But hope it really did surprise her or something (: Sang all the way till 1130pm and slacked outside. Played the Photo Hunt game till we're like so hooked to it. Game until 1230am then went home, sharmaine's dad drove us home. Thanks ya! Blablablah, when I was in the lift.. that's when I received the text from him.. MY MOOD SANK DOWN TO THE BOTTOM lor. ): Tried calling him but he kup me and off his phone.. spam him msges and hope he will reply one of them later when he wake up! Oh please ): Don't make me so worry k. Stupid Pig. Loves.`3

Okay.. I think my post is very longggggg. Shall stop here then. Hopefully I can get some sleep and wait for his sms tomorrow!

But before I go, I've got some photos of my niece& nephew which made me smiled (: They're so cute lah. Especially my niece, (:

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Nephew& Niece.

Does my niece looked like a Boy? Lol.

How about her with YELLOW spects? Cool huh. Lol.

I think the second pic looked funny! With her weird facial expression. LMAO~

"Getting ready for school!"

She posed for me to take picture of her okay! Lol.

Okay, I think I'm feeling abit better after this.

(: Now I'm just waiting for his reply and all.

Nights.

( Speechless )

"Opposite Attraction" :D

School was rather fine today, physics's the first lesson. & I think with a good physics teacher, learning would be so much more interesting than ever. Seriously. I think MsLim is a very nice teacher. (: After recess, 2 periods of English and we did comprehension. Got to bring dictionary and vocab book later on! "I can't find my Oxford's dictionary!!!!" ): Don't tell me I'll have to bring the thick Longman dictionary! Lol -.- Okay, after English was Chemistry which was not too bad. With a smaller class, I think it would be better for us and for the teacher to coach us. Lunch~ Got no appetite again, think my scary sickness is here again! Dam it, hate it so much! Was forced to buy something to eat, so yea, all thanks to my fat mo for pulling me -.- Hahah. :D

After lunch, had self-study and MsH came in and talked to us about Time Management, well, I think it's important for us to have time management so that we know what to do. Of cos, what she had said was right too, & there's something that I remembered so clearly that was 'Triumph over the environment". Kind of make me realise of the importance of doing well for this year's O's and other things. After her class, she talked to me for a minute. All about my result which have been dropping alotalot &alot. Sighs, I know I know. Perhaps I didn't really put in all my heart in doing the exams, but I will do well this year! Promise. ): I don't want to struggle when the O's coming and panic like shit. I know I can't do well when I panic, so I must be fully prepared when the O's here. Oh yes, I MUST! (: I won't let you down again.

BLABLABLAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~

I've shrinked! & I'm so unhappy about my weight, dam it! -.-

Goodnight..

( LUFNIAP )

& my heart stops here.

It's fading away - it is.

A heart, that won't stop bleeding - never.

But a heart, will stop beating - because of you.

( Happy 17th )

I'm super duper happy now! :D
First of all, it's our 17th today! ♥ Lots of Loves. I've sent that pig a message and told him I want to see a message in return when I wake up later (: Hopefully he will, Hahah. Secondly, I'm happy because there's school later on-.- Oh yea, I'm very "happy" about school ya. Look at the time now, it's 1:16am and I'm still awake! Bet I'll be so restless later on, sure to keep yawning in class yea? Lol. So boring tonight, nobody to accompany me to chat. All went to bed early ):


But there's one thing I'm not very pleased with, I haven't get rid of those irritating pimples! AHHHHHHHHH~ What's this man, I had pimple outbreak just after I ton to do my homework that night! The next morning when I looked into the mirror, I saw manymany pimples! And it's really manymany, got a shocked lor :/ And I went to school with those ugly pimples, so dam ugly you know! RAHHHHH!! :@ Over the weekends, I've been trying to hard to get rid of those pimples, apply ointment on those pimples. Right side of my cheek got a little better but the big pimple on my left cheek is not getting any better! So dam big, so dam fugly! I HATE PIMPLES, I HATE PIMPLES, I HATE PIMPLES! There's still pimples on my face which is really annoying lahhhh~ I told that pig I will save money to buy more skin product and all, but now, I think I will pester my sister to buy for me! Oh yea, (: And from today onwards, I'm gonna drink plenty of plain water and cut down on soft drinks and all, I'm gonna "try" eating more vegetables and more fruits! Most importantly, I HAVE to cut down on those fastfood - oily stuffs! ): Sounds so no life, but I'm gonna do it!!!!! :D Jiayou to myself, bahahha! xD


Ah well, I'm going to have some rest now. It's getting late and if I don't sleep now, more pimples will be out! Oh no, I CAN'T LET THIS HAPPEN AGAIN! DAMMMMMM IT.


School starts again, hope it will be a great week ahead! I really hope so, if not I will really hate schooling to the core. Sian-ness. School, School, School! I just miss schooling with sixsome, having lunch with them together, now what, only left sharmaine&me -.- Boring~ Boring~ Boring~ I want school to be fun ya, booooooooooooo.


Toodles.


Ending off with my zilian photo -.- Don't laugh at my mushroom hair! :X


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I LOVE MR.TOH ♥

( School sucks! )

As you can see from the title, "School sucks!", and it really sucks big time :/ First day of school, I feel kind of dreadful - I'm starting to hate school. What's more, I didn't sleep the whole night before the school starts, my eyes were like so small and sleepy. Those eyes made me looked so dead and all, :x Not only that, I felt so sleepy that when teacher talks I rest my eyes and sleep -.- But good thing is school ended early that day, didn't go for dance practice cos I forgot to bring my shirt and all - I swear I really didn't bring, not on purpose okay! Hahah. I was also too tired to go home to take my things, so yea skipped another practice! ( must apologise to ky&felicia, pangseh them! :/ ) I told ky I will go for the rest of the practices till syf over! Hahah, and I will! Ya, pratically that's about it! School really sucks lah, I can't imagine how will the rest of the days be like. Somemore term test is like less than a month's time and we have to start revising now! Really no playplay, do badly for this term test and you can't come back to school. Sounds scary, so yea, gotta studyhard for this termtest! "Hopefully" can get good results, hhohohoo -.-


So I reached home at about 5plus, changed into home clothes and just slept all the way till 9plus. I woke up just to watch little nyonya, Hahah! Bath, ate, online awhile then went to bed again! Was so dam tired, didn't go cousin's house in the morning cos I woke up at 12plus. Then I slack till 2plus and called J out and asked her accompany me to lunch, heh! :P Blablah, went home prepared and went for cousin's wedding. Then there's one incident which is like so funny lah, they were having the 'yam seh' ceremony, then they yam seh until halfway, a table suddenly collapsed! It's a table away from me, I heard crushing sound and turned to look, the table just collapsed down! And people saying it was because they 'yam seh' till too loud, got echo and all so it kind of made the table collapsed! Hahah, :D Blablah, other than that nothing much. Went home, then came online! :D I asked that stupidhead to bring me out for lunch on Monday! Heh, Oh yea! I'm so looking forward to monday. 17th 17th 17th! What shall I get for him... hmm.. I shall give him a big hug. lmao~ :P


Okay.. enough of that! Let me end off with some pictures I've taken just now (: Goodnight people, tag me please! Hahaha.


Edited : I must thank ListeningEar for helping me in my SS that night, so in return of favour I have to do something for her! Yea -.- She asked me to post about her, so there you go! (:

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Lazy to upload all, so here's some that Ive selected (:

( Chiongster )

Almost done with my holiday assignments, feel kind of excitement to chiong holiday assignments on the very last minute. Hahah, stupid right. And I really stayed up the whole night without short naps! ): Really no time, 2hours on social studies, 2 hours on history and last 2 hours on art. Now it's 5:35! Ive still got some time left to finish my 2 drawings! :D

Someone just went to sleep not long ago because she finished her work earlier than me! And she's so blessed to have me to wake her up cos I can't sleep! RAHH. Lol. Then now another she offline because she going school early! All pangseh me, lols!

Toodles~ Got to finish up my drawings.

( Bye 2008, Hello 2009! )

It's a brand new year! : D

Yesterday went down to Vivo for countdown with J,Kw, Yn. Before that, went dinner with them and zoe at northpoint's sakura. Great (: After that had our belated gift exchange, so funny! :D Then walked around northpoint then to arcade, wanted to play the fighting and the photo hunt but the game's unavailable! Because arcade closing soon, rahhh. Then we decided to go for countdown at Marina, but changed our mind and went down to Vivo. Really regretted going down to Vivo because it's so urghh! Cannot see fireworks lah, bodoh! Blablah, left at around 1plus trained back and I reached home at 230am! Asked that pig to wait for me so he can accompany me to talk for awhile until I reached home, heh. And he really waited for me lah, so sweet :D Reached home, bath and online for awhile went to bed.

Today woke up at 12plus by that pig's msg and I can't sleep back. So woke up and slack all the way till 3plus then went Sembawang to take things from that pig. Bus back to northpoint and I went popular to get my stuffs but couldn't find the olevel physic tys. Waliew, gg liao lor. Blablah, today's so boring and so no mood! I've got no mood to finish up my homework and all. I still left with physics 9chapters to do, history source based, structured essay, social studies source based, structured essay and ART! :/ Booohoo, so many ! ): Gonna stay up late lor, burn midnight oil -.- Sighs. Waliew, waliew.

It's the first day of a brand new year, yet I don't feel anything at all. ): I still feel the same lor, guess it won't be a good year. Sighs, how?

Sickening..Sickening.. ):