It's now or never.
Don't force yourself, because it's not worth it. It's over means it's over.
No such thing as it will be back again. I believe it will not, because everything has ended
long ago. For now, I just wish I can be strong and accept the fact.

I'm not going to be so detailed here, I'm going another place~
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MIA.

1.The person who tagged you is?
-Chunseng, Joelynn, Pearl.

2.Your relationship with him/her?-
-Boyfriend, Daughter-in-law, Classmate.

3.Your 5 impression of him/her?
-Can't think, lol.

4.The most memorable thing he/she done for you?
-Chunseng (Secret, lol.)
-Joelynn (Play hide-and-seek with me! lol)
-Pearl (Erm, I don't know. Lol)

5.The most memorable thing he/she had said to you?
- Chunseng (Alot, Lol.)
- Joelynn (LOY PEIMEI)
- Pearl (Ehhhhh.. hello? lol)

6.If he/she become your lover, you will?
-Chunseng (Already mine. Lol)
-Joelynn (Other people will jealous)
-Pearl (Shocked)

7.If he/she becomes your lover,things he/she has to improve on will be?
-Chunseng (Gentleman)
-Joelynn (More laughters)
-Pearl (Talk to me more)

8.If he/she becomes your enemy, you will?
-I dont know?

9.If he/she dies,you will?
-Cry.

10.What it is you want to tell he/she now?
-Chunseng (ILY)
-Joelynn (CHEER UP)
-Pearl (HELLO)

Your overall impression of he/she??
-Chunseng (Good at times, bad at times.)
-Joelynn (Laugh-Out-Loud)
-Pearl (Soft-spoken)

12.How do you think people around you will feel around you?
- Emo.

13.The characters you love of yourself are?
- Laziness.

14.ON the contrary, the characters you hate yourself are ?
- Think too much.

15.The most ideal person you want to be is?
- Dont have ba

16.For people that care and likes you,say something to them.
- Lovesloves.

17.Pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you.
1-Emalia
2-Jasmine.
3-Chunseng.
4-Kuanwai.
5-Zoe.
6-Sharmaine.
7-Yanni.
8-Yankai.
9-Serina.
10-Joelynn.

18.Who is no.6 having a relationship with? Sharmaine.
- Sixsome :D

19.Is no.9 a male or a female? Serina
-Female

20.If no7. and 10 are together, will it be a good thing? Yanni, Joelynn.
- Erm.. I donno. Hahah

21.What is no.2 studying all about? Jasmine
- Alot?

22.When was the last time you chatted with no.3? Chunseng
- 17mins ago. ):

23.What kind of music band does no.8 likes? Yankai.
- Ehhhh..

24.Does no.1 have any siblings? Emalia
- Brother.

25.Will you woo no.3 ? Chunseng.
- He's Mine xD

26.How about 7? Yanni.
- Hhaha, les ah?

27.Is no.4 single? Kuanwai.
- Yes.

28.What is the surname of no.5? Zoe
- Soh.

29.What is the hobby of no.10? Joelynn.
- Sayang puchi, LOL!

30.Does no.5 & 9 get along well? Zoe,Serina
- Quite okay.

31.Where is no.2 studying at? Jasmine.
-Yishun Town Secondary.

32.Talk about something for no.1? Emalia
- She's so fat, hahaha!

33.Have you tried developing feelings with no.8 ? Yankai.
- LOL.

34.Where does no.9 live in? Serina
- Yishun.

35.What colour does no.4 likes? Kuanwai.
- Pink I think, lol.

36.Are no.1 and 5 bestfriends? Emalia, Zoe
- Should be.

37.Does no.1 have any pets? Emalia
- Nope.

38.Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world? Yanni.
- Perhaps, hahah!

39.What is no.10 doing now? Joelynn
- Smsing puchi? LOL

Secondhand Serenade - It's Not Over.

My tears run down like razorblades and no,
I'm not the one to blame: it's you or is it me?
And all the words we never say come out and now we are all ashamed.
And there is no sense
In playing games, when you done all you can do.

But now it's over, it's over. Why is it over?
We had the chance to make it.
Now it's over, It's over. It can't be over.
I wish that I could take it back, but it's over.

I lose myself in all these fights;
I lose my sense of wrong and right. I cry, I cry.
I'm Shaking from the pain that's in my head.
I just want to crawl into my bed and throw away
The life I led.
But I won't let it die. But I won't let it die.

But it's over, it's over. Why is it over?
We had the chance to make it.
Now it's over, It's over. It can't be over.
I wish that I could take it back.

I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart.
Don't say this wont last forever.
You're breaking My heart, you're breaking my heart.
Don't tell that we will never be together.
We could be over And over, we could be forever

I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart.
Don't say this wont last forever.
You're breaking My heart, you're breaking my heart.
Don't tell me that we will never be together.
We could be over And over, we could be forever.

It's not over. It's not over, it's never over,
unless you let it take you, it's not over, It's not over,
it's not over, unless you let it break you. It's not over.

Secondhand Serenade - Stay close, Don't go.

I'm staring at the glassin front of me,
Is it half empty?
Have I ruined all you've given me?
I know I've been selfish, I know I've been foolish,
But look through that and you will see,
That I'll do better.I know, baby I can do better

[Chorus]
If you leave me tonight, I'll wake up alone,
Don't tell me I will make it on my own.
Don't leave me tonight,
This heart of stone will sink 'til it dies,
If you leave me tonight.

Sometimes I stare at you
while you are sleeping, I listen to your breathing,
Amazed how I somehow managed to,
Sweep you off of your feet girl,
Your perfect little feet girl,
I took for granted what you do,
But I'll do better.
I know, baby I can do better.

[Chorus]
If you leave me tonight, I'll wake up alone,
Don't tell me I will make it on my own.
Don't leave me tonight,
This heart of stone will
sink 'til it dies, If you leave me tonight.

And don't you know,
My heart is pumping,
Oh, it's putting up the fight.
And I've got this feeling,
That everything's alright.Don't you see?
I'm not the only one for you,
But you're the only one for me.

If you leave me tonight, I'll wake up alone.

[Chorus]
If you leave me tonight,
I'll wake up alone,
Don't tell me I will make it on my own.
Don't leave me tonight,
This heart of stone will
sink 'til it dies,
If you leave me tonight.
Don't leave me tonight.

Look-alike? :D

(Nephew and Niece)

Babies are really adorable (: Love their cute and chubby face, Hhaha :D

This is random, but whatever!

Saturday 221108, ytss open house. Did nothing much but time passes very fast.

After everything, headed to foodcourt to eat. Got so drenched because it was

raining so heavily lor, after eating jiu went home. Was feeling so moody, so very moody,

so dam moody, so super moody. Sighs.

Sunday 231108, woke up at 12plus by Bomb's sms. Lol. Bomb asked if I'm working,

I wish I went for work too but nope. Maybe next week got work, Lol (:

Slacked, watched ten brothers then went online. Around 3plus, prepared and went

to meet J. Off to Singapore Expo for the bookfeast, BUT IT'S NOT AT EXPO !

It's at suntec city hall, we reached expo then she took out the letter, I read and

it stated (Suntec City Hall) but she read as Singapore Expo! So different siol,

don't know what she thinking also. Hahah, we went there by her brother's car

so she told her brother we got the wrong place and he drove us to suntec city hall.

Lol, so freaking cold there! :/ Okay, I didn't buy any books there, she bought quite

alot Hahha. I found those cooking - baking recipes there, looked so delicious intended

to buy it but gave up the thought. Hahha. Well.. but it's really very tempting ya :/

After buying the stuffs, Jasmine couldn't rush back home for something so we

went DoubyGhuat to find 老二(Kuanwai), 老四(Yanni), 老五(Zoe), Jingyi (Okay, that's

what I named them don't laugh ah, lol) Reached at around 8plus, when we saw them

they finished giving off the flyers and balloons alrd. Chitchat, then they suggested

to eat dinner together. So yep, waited for them to knock off and had dinner together.

We kept dragging and dragging, so ended up having dinner at around 10pm. Lol.

Ate, then trained back home together. Blablah, reached home at 1130pm!

Mummy said I'm getting later and later, Hahha. Oh well.. :/

Dance practice later on, it's already 1am but I still cannot sleep. Waiting for hair to

dry and also waiting for someone to chat with me. But that person don't want me to

wait and kept chasing me off. Sighs, what's wrong with waiting for you?

Just want chat awhile also cannot? Must chase me off until like that?

*Heartbreaks.

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Okay, enough of that.

I just hope that person will chat with me. ): I will still wait.

I dont have such a big heart like yours.

I'm tired of everything, I bet you're tired too.

I'm being so paranoid all because of you.

I wish I could smile everyday and be as cheerful as how other people do.

But I cant. I hate faking a smile, I hate hiding my true feelings.

What can I do then?

My heart, really hurts so much. I just hope it would stop beating.

But what can I do? I told you how I feel but you just take it like it's nothing.

I asked you how you feel, but you refused to share with me.

Will we go any further if this continue? Will we even know each other well

enough? Now, it's like you know me more than I know you. Because I share

almost everything with you but you share none with me. I want to know you

better but why can't you let me? Is it really that difficult to tell me how you feel?

Is it really difficult to even say you're happy or sad? Is it really difficult?

I dont feel like continue typing here.

Will go any place.

BYE.

Darkness is the most scariest thing.

(Yes, I'm afraid.)

Day out with Mummy, Sister and Nephew. It's so troublesome to bring a

baby out! ROARR! Lol. Headed to vivo city, nothing really caught my attention.

Perhaps that white dress which looked like wedding gown. Heh. (:

Sis asked me to buy and wear it on cousin's wedding so I will look as glamorous

as the bride. Lmao, I don't want of course, but it's really pretty! :/

Blablah, shopped till 6plus then trained to sembawang for dinner.

I've got no appetite to eat again, Sighs. It's coming back again! ):

What happened?! ): Why am I reacting like this? Is it because.. Sighs ):

I dont want ! I want to get well soon and eat alot alot alot like how I used to be !

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Tell me the truth, I dont want to be a fool again.

Please ):

Emo days should be forgotten I guess, Sighs ):

Click to enlarge :D

Worked at Starhub last saturday and sunday, was very shagged after I came
back from work so I didn't blog for the two days.
Above was the group photo we took! :D Funny people, lmao!
Working there was kinda tiring, have to work for 11hours siol! First day was
not so fun because only got Jasmine,Junwei, Junwai and me. (Did you realise the Js)
Hahaha. Got to know ryan who is somehow related to junwei, Lol?
Blablah, managers there were so kind except for 2, shall not talk about them. Lol.
The next day which is Sunday, 5 more joined in. Stupidhead, kuanwai, zoe, yanni
and jonathan. Finished work at 9pm, get inside the vip room to do the pay thingy.
Then they played with the helium balloons! Bahaha, super funny lah.
Talked like donald ducks, dam funny! :D Knocked off, trained back.
Going down to NgeeAnn City with them for the pay slip on thursday, Oh yea!~
Hhahahahhahahhaahhaahhahahahahahahah :D


Sunday night was not very good, came back from work, sat infront of comp and
keep crying and crying. Sighs, I know I'm a big girl I'm just too emotional. Boo.
Cos something had happened, sighs! It happened again ):
Blablablah. Monday outing was still on, went to meet up with stupidhead.
Was suppose to meet at around 1030am but I woke up late, reached at 11am.
And guess what, he overslept. He slept till 12plus and I waited for him! Urgh.
Then outing was cancelled cos was about to rain, how unlucky! ):
Slacked, blablablah. Went semb de sakae sushi to had our lunch, Lol.
Black face all the way, then when eating keep laughing, i kept kicking him Lol.
He buaysong then out wasabi on my mouth! ): Hahah, when going home that
time also black face all the way cos was very unhappy about some issues.
Dots..


Today was also not a good day for me, but was feeling much better.
Morning, supposed to accompany J to hospital but I overslept then she went alone.
(SORRY!) Then wanted to continue sleeping, then after that go find her.
But Mummy said Sis coming to pack her stuffs and asked me to help too.
Duh, I pretend not to hear anything and continue sleeping Hhaha.
Cannot sleep back so wokeup and see nephew! He's so cute, bahahha! :D
Packed, packed and packed. Still got alot more to pack siol, and I'm so lazy!
After packing, met up with J for dinner at the newly opened Japanese foodcourt.
Food were quite tempting, Hahah! But the sushi rice we ate was so awful,
maybe we're not used to the taste. The pizza was nice! Hahhaa.
After dinner, went to buy my bubble tea then go comics connection and
we bought our hp straps, she got the pink one and I got the blue on.
Besthoney said I suit pink than blue, and Jasmine suits blue than pink!
I'm not a pinky girl okay, Hhaha!
It's quite cheapo, very fast jiu will spoil but I like the design cos it's HEART-SHAPED!
Lmao, yeah. Just temporary nia, gonna buy the real hp straps with sixsome!
So called identity, though we already had our carebears! Hahha.

Going out with Mummy, Sis and nephew tomorrow! Oh yea~

Anyway, my sim card got problem! Wth lor, cannot open any files upload things
also cannot read! Wth lah, now cannot listen songs cannot see pictures!!!!! Dam it

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Saded~
Hais. I can't stop thinking about it.

I wish I was a strong girl, I wish I can brave through the storm.
I wish I wasn't that fragile to be hurt over and over again.
I wish I have a strong heart, I wish I wish I really wish.

Disappointment over and over again.
You, stop treating me like a fool, I have feelings and I can feel and sense everything.
I'm naive so what? I'm selfish so what? It's all because of you, -hell.
I wasn't like this before, because you made me like this.
You wasn't like this before, because I made you like this.
Alright, now that I'm willing to step back what about you? Continue fooling me like
nobody's business? And think that I won't know a thing? You're wrong, I do know.
You always say that I only think for myself then what about you?
You thought of how I feel when things happened this way? Did you bother to ask
if I'm alright? Did you even try talk to me nicely when I talked to you nicely?
I'm trying so hard to control myself from being so emotional, but you kept chasing
me off. Is that the way it should be? Is that the way that WE should be?

Two ways, live it or dead it. Sounds stupid but if you guys dont know the meaning
then don't have to guess nor anyhow think.

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How I wish I got bang by the bus when I crossed the traffic with the red man.
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I'm fooled again.
Maybe I'm fooled for many times just that I dont know anything.
Well, that's really possible.

Betraying the trust.
I trust that you won't do it again, but you did. You know I will live in fear,
but you still did it again. I'm so concern about everything, what about you?
Have you thought of my feelings even? Do you think I want everything to be in
this way? If you didn't do anything, will I be like this?
You can say Im mad, Im a bitch, Im anything. Dont forget you promise me not
to do it again, and I trusted you. Now what? Forget about the promise and
pretend nothing had happened? I hate it that way seriously.
It's like being a loser. Do you want to be one?

I want to face to face talk with you, but I cannot take it. I will cry.
But even if I dont cry, you will still heck care of everything.
Does that mean that you're not concerning about evrything anymore?
Or you just detest to hear those stuffs? But sorry, I really can't help it.
If anything happens, I cant pretend to know nothing. I'm not blind.

I hate that moment, when everything was so peacefully and suddenly something
disturbed again. Can't I enjoy that precious peaceful moment?
Can't I enjoy my limited time left in this world? Why must everything be so cruel.
Good things dont always happen while bad things are always there.

It's really not easy to pretend nothing had happened becos everything is just
infront of you and you can't runaway from it.
Trust, can I trust you again? I really dont know how long can I hold on.
I wished Im holding my last breath. Oh?

Click to enlarge, :D
With Apple Jiejie, Chiobu~ Lol.

• No work today, postpone to other day! @%#^&
• Rot at home till 3plus, prepared and off to sembawang to return books.
• Meet up with stupidhead, lunch together.
• Had moodswing, but he cheered me up with his stupid actions. LOL.
• Went off at 6plus to meet J.
• Bus down to 287 for wsc last gathering. ):
• Went home at 10plus.
  

That's all for today, I'm tired lah. There's dance tomorrow and outing too.Gonna be a tiring day too, but will have lots of fun with SIXSOME! :D Like finally!! They finished their O's and we can play together lo!!! Gonna take lots of pictures with them tomorrow, hahah! Yea man.

Nights!

Yesterday was a fun day out with J, (:

Though it's very tiring, but we're both very happy and satisfied! xD

Woke up late yesterday, prepared and met J. Actually wanted to go dont know

what book fair thingy but not sure if still open so we went Vivo for movie.

Caught the Rec, I tell you it's super gross okay! Freak me out, Lol.

I felt so giddy watching that movie, so half the time I have to close my eyes

to rest awhile. Lol. Seriously, I felt so unwell watching the movie.

But overall, it was still okay. GO WATCH IT! NC16! LOL.

After movie, roamed around at Vivo and saw Z-O-E and friends!!!! :DD

So coincidence lah, our reaction so big Hahah (: After that very high liao, so our

mood very good Lol. J bought her shades, then we trained down to bugis at around

7plus. Shopped and bought a few clothings, like it very much (:

We shopped till we forgot our dinner, Hahah! Then went back home at around 10pm,

was so tired and aching all over. I reached home bath and ate my dinner at 11pm!

How late! How fat! Lol, slept at 12plus cos I cannot tahan somemore the next day got

dance practice. :P Was a great day yea!

Today, wokeup at 8am! Faster prepare and chiong to school, LOL.

Blablah, dance practice was @^&%#&, Hhaha shall not talk about it. Only

the few people know bahahha! After dance, lunch at KFC instead of FOODCOURT!

So fattening, but nevermind I very long never eat fastfood. So yea, after today

I'm going to stop eating again cos I gained weight liao. Though it's a good thing, but

I don't want to be so fat? Hahah, nevermind. After lunch, trained down to CityHall

with J, and the two Jingyi's for our interview! :D Hopefully the person will call us

again to confirm with us if we're able to work there. I think should be quite fun,

but it's gonna be so tiring cos it's 12hours long! Hahha. Blablabla.

Accompany the two to shop for their heels for prom then after that got separated.

Lol, went back at around 7pm. I'm veryvery tired! Veryvery tired.

There's work tomorrow yo, have to travel all the way to Bedok again, waliew*

1hour trip leh, dam it! Don't even feel like seeing the person, Lol.

BLABLAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~

Going to have a good night sleep today and wake up tomorrow with full energy! (:

Tomorrow's gonna be a long day, work in the afternoon and gathering at night.

Last gathering with wsc people ): Will take pics and upload in blog tomorrow.

Nights people! :D

Love is the Moment.

(Heart Locks.)

Brilliant! :D First day of the week was great, oh-so-great! (:
Woke up, prepared and ate breakfast with J, then headed to school for dance!
It's been so long since I've last practice ji ben gong, gosh, it hurts so much.
Time passes quite fast, dismissed at around 1pm.
Took bus down to sembawang(again), to meet that stupidhead.
Seems like sembawang's my second home, Hahah. Nah, just kidding kay :/
Lunch with him at SunPlaza, and I got so cheated! Booohooo, forget it!
I'm so broke today, (dammm it.)


Supposingly, working tomorrow but the person said changed to Thursday.
Still have to wait till Thursday, yawns! Oh ya, yesterday somebody called and
told me about a event thingy, we've to sell things like siew mai(?) -Laughs,
at first was to sell popcorn lor - like so interesting. In the end, the person said sell
other things, waliew. Gonna meet up with the person on this coming Wednesday
for a short 'interview'. I know it's gonna be so fine, Hahah.


Going to watch They Kiss Again2 now! :D So nice, && Pi Li MIT's out!
Freaking fast! Hhah, but that means Hotshot finish luh. 16 episodes only - waliew.
Staying up late again.. yoooohooo!


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That day I was searching for new phone, found this super chio sony phone.
Fell in love okay! :D I WANT THIS PHONE! YES, THIS PHONE! W595!
Mooo said she wants this too, bahahah! Ohyea (:

Chio beh! xD

It's not going to be just sometimes.

Now I know, my heart's broken and got so hurt deep down

It's going to be forever, and it will be.
I'm not going to mend it back, I will let it continue to bleed.

Dies in the heart, let this continue till the end of time.

Yes, I only want to know the truth. Although they always say that the truth

hurts but I don't care, I just want to know the true feelings of yours, yea?

Please be honest okay? We shouldn't hide things from each other right? ):

Sighs, I'm starting to miss that stupidhead! It's holiday already, don't know

when can meet up again ): He doesn't likes to go out, so it's difficult to meet up

too! Sighs. ): I want to do alot of things for him! :D

Didnt blog for so many days cos my internet was down. Tried so hard to fix it

but to no avail. Ohwell, waited for my brother to come back from duty and

fix the internet. He said I was stupid enough, urgh! I switched off the second

modem but didn't off the main modem. Okay, whatever~

But my internet sucks alot now, disconnecting every now and then. So I'll have

to plug out the wire from the main modem and put it back, connect the connection

again. I've been doing this for 20over times today, so sucks.

Computer isn't that lag like last time, but the internet now like shit. Waliew.

Okay lah, shall not talk about this.

This few days were not very good though, bad things happened ):

First is quarrel with Mum, then is quarrel with him, now is vexed over her.

Cold war with Mum for so many days lor, yesterday just went back to normal

today started quarrelling again. Waliew, I don't like lah.

She always say that after exam can go out play all I want, now I go out play

also cannot meh? Still have to complain to Dad, then he come nag at me.

So annoying please, hate it when he nags I don't even feel like replying him.

It's a waste of time talking to him seriously, I hope I don't get lung cancer

because of him. Zz, dam it. Just my day..

And, Mum stopped me from going for dance! Like what? Of course I have to

go for dance because SYF's coming in a few months time, we got to buck up

because we're so lagging behind! And you don't allow me to dance?

I don't care man, it's gonna be my last dance and I'm going to dance well.

Though there's every reason for me not to feel like going for dance, but

I will definitely turn up for tomorrow's practice! ROARRRRRRRRRRRRR!

This is so sickening! It's a new week, & it's gonna be fine righttttt?

Yeayea, real fine! I want it to be FINEEEEEEEEEEE! F-I-N-E!

Gosh, when can I get a stable part-time job? Current job is either once a week

or 5 days only! I WANT A JOBBBBBBBBBBB! I don't want to rot at home.

I need fresh air... I don't want to lock myself at home and watch youtube or dvds,

and start to think of alot of things and cry and cry and cry. Dam it.

Such shows make me cry okay, then I will think alot and cry even more.

I don't want okay! Later become zi bi, I don't want lah!

Urghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

Tomorrow's gonna be a better day! Cheeeers! :D

Happy 14th Birthday Sumo! ♥

(Lots of Love)

-Yawns! So shag, so so shag! Not enough sleep ah!

I want my beauty sleep ah! 2 more days to go, and e2 camp will be over! Oh yea~

Hopefully can find a stable job soon, working tomorrow! BEDOK~

1 hour of travelling, ahhhhhhhhh~ Tiring bodoh.

Bedok = Bodoh! :D

Yesterday 041108

School, dismissed at 130pm - met up with J&S to have lunch together.

After that, trained down to DoubyGhaut with J to PlazaSing to get my stuffs.

Walked around, slacked then trained back to Yishun.

Went Chongpang to get my last stuff and back home! Was so tired ah~

Did the things I want to give him, but was so unsuccessful yo ):

Gonna try again next time, I'm sure I'm gonna do better yea!

Today 051108

Happy 15th! ♥♥♥

Met up with stupidhead to pass him the thing, he's so late!

(Stupidhead!!!! My chocolate!!! You..you..you!!! )

Mothertongue paper today, goodluck to me ah~ Didn't really do well for the paper

cos I couldn't focus for paper2. Kept falling asleep till no time to finish :P

After school, met up with stupidhead again! :D Had Sakura for lunch, then

trained down to Sembawang. Slacked..Blablabla.
Went off at around 4plus to meet J and E. While waiting for them, I bought

Orea Choco and Choco waffle. How unhealthy and fattening. LOL.

Went bballing, I finally played match!!!!!!! So happy yo, ah hahahaha~

Dinner at 700plus, blablabla! :D Thanks for the treat sumo.

Happy birthdayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy! ♥

Stupid sia, parents nagged and nagged! Zzz.

Got to go la, so pissed off with them. URGHHHHHHHHHHHh

Today 031108 ( Happy birthday to ZanHao& JiaEn )
Lovely cupcake above eh! :D For your info, the red lining is a heart-shaped
just that the below part came off, stick on the aluminium foil. Lol.
Guess who made the cupcake? Hahah, don't tell you leh (:


Start of a new week! Hope it's gonna be a great week yea.
Back to school, kinda relaxing - Laughs. Cos time passes quite fast, so
it feels like very early jiu dismissed from school. Hahah.
New physics teacher, she's very funny! Shan't be mean, will stop laughing
at her for the next lesson :P Blaaaa.


Met up with Sumo after school and headed off to Amk.
Bought our movie tickets for hsm3 and went for our lunch at Sumo House!
Bahahaha, the place is so nice! :D:D:D I want to go there again!
After that, went back to hub for movie. Hsm3 was not bad, though like every
minute they're singing but was still okay! Hahah.
Trained back to Yishun and walked to 900plus there becos someone craved
for Ice! Lol. Ate, walked around and went back home (:
A great day with her of course! Loves.

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Ohmy, I'm so disappointed with you! Why must you spoil everything?

Isn't it suppose to be an exciting day, or perhaps a lovely day?

Why must you be so cruel and treat it like a normal day?

To me, it's not any normal day okay! It's important& I wish it's memorable

too. Are you serious about everything? Are you?

Or you just can't be bothered about anything yo? -Sighs, saddening.

Why do you do this to me, Why do you do this so easily?

You make it hard to smile because, you make it hard to breathe.

Why did you do this to me?

A girl with a broken heart.

(I'm Confused.)

Dots, late entry again! I can't get to bed again!
Pimples' out already, so dam ugly now - Vooooooooooooooooom :/

I'm hungry now, ohmy!

Wokeup early today, went online awhile before heading to Ahma's place.

Indeed, it was so dam boring over there.

I finally saw the triplets! They're so cute lah, 2 girls 1 boy :DD

They've got such a chubby face yo, super cute!

Niece kept running around, nephew was praised by people for his cuteness.

Hhaha. My uncle told me that when my nephew grow up, he's gonna be

very handsome! Hahah, I agreed too (:

Back home at around 3plus, and went out at 4plus to meet Syuhada!

Went bugis to look for clothes and other stuffs, but couldn't find any.

Oh well, it's not my day I guess :/ Dinner at mac as syuhada suggested.

Trained back and met Jasmine, initially wanted to play pool but it's

too expensive :X Maybe going on friday with sharmaine! :D

Then went arcade, played time crisis - It's quite nice Hahah.

Left at 10plus, took cab home because of my flats! Have to bare foot and

cross the road! -.- How unlucky today.

Reached home, went online blablabla.

Things started to happen, (I super hate today seriously)

I'm confused, yes I am. I'm disappointed, of course I do. I'm angry, perhaps
a little. Heartaches all over, I do need a listening ear but not for now.
I suppose I need time to calm myself down and think of ways to stop
everything. (Relax) (Relax) (Relax)
Got to thank that stupidhead for cheering me up! ♥
I'll try not to be sad anymore, Give me some time.


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That fat and short tree went mia again for dont know how many million times!
Drop me a text sooon, you fat shorty! :D


Gosh, it's 230am! I have to turn in soon if not I can't concentrate in class again.
Gooooodnight (:

Gabrielle - Survive.

I dont wanna talk about it
It makes me wanna cry
Every time I pour out my emotions
I feel emptier inside
I don't know how to play it like
I'm not in love with you,
But I'll try
Even though I do...still

(Chorus)
Miss you
Just like the air that I breathe
I need you With me
I'm not gonna lie
I cant imagine my life
With out you but I
Suppose I will survive...

I'm not gonna play myself
Every time my cell rings
Checkin for your name
I promise that I'll never tell
You how I feel
And I know that you dont feel the same
Did you think that you could hurt me so I just gotta let you go
Everytime I find myself alone
ooooh I...

(Chorus)

(Bridge)
Dont try to explain
Why your love's changed
Boy you really broke my heart this time
I wont let it take away my pride or
Who I have inside
Boy I'm torn between every thing
How could I feel nothing
I woulda done anything
If it would mean I could make you love me
You're the one I need
But you still believe
We can never be...

And I miss you
More than the air that I breathe
I need you With me
I'm not gonna lie
And I can't imagine myself
With out you but I
Suppose I will survive

I'll be fine, dont worry about me
I'll be okay..

Like a veil over nothing, or it's something you can't see.
(Illusion)

Time passes so fast, it's 2:31am now! (Oh dam it)

Didn't blog for 2 days, well, guess I'm just too lazy to blog yea :/

Friday! 311008 (Happy Halloween)

School was fine, dismissed at 1230pm. Headed to Sembawang with stupidhead,

cup noodle for lunch (urg..) it's so not full! Lol.

Wanted to catch Butterfly Lovers at Amkhub at 3plus, but couldn't make

it there so went Causeway for The Coffin at 545pm. Chiong there like siao,

Lol so didn't miss alot. Its kinda scary, but I don't really like the show. Lol.

I was laughing at the person beside me, he burped more than 20times,

chewed his popcorn so loudly, cough so loudly! But when he burped I would

laughed to myself, Hahaha :D

Movie ended, bused home while stupidhead trained home (:

I'm so looking forward to watch Rec! (:

Saturday 011108 (4 more days!)

Woke up at 12plus, how pig can I be? Lol.

Rotted the whole day at home, initially wanted to go out but some things

happened so I chose to stay at home.

Oh, I want to ball so badly! It's been so long since I've last played match

with people! Boohooo. (Why oh Why oh Why)
But went out to ChongPang with Mummy bcos I craved for popiah so much!

And I ask Mummy to tag along, hahaha :D

Nothing much happen also, I hate boring days! :/

Having toothache now, Mummy asked me to pluck out that tooth ewww

I'm so not going to the dentist! It's so scary! :X

Sunday 021108 (Happy birthday to Ahma)

Going to Ahma's place later on, won't be fun I suppose. Drifted apart from
cousins, not close anymore so nothing to talk about or what.

Will update again later on.

Monday's gonna be a good day! :D Can't wait yo!

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Bomb2tree is a short and fat tree! Bahaha!

Hope you see this, but don't curse me eh! :P
I still want my chocolate cake, I want it now! Hahahah! & Dont drink

too much, if not people cannot carry you home cos you too heavy! :D

We'll hit 10k one day, let's just wait for the day. Heh.

T&C! I miss you, where have you been recently?

Did you eat well? Did you sleep well? Did you miss me too? Bahaha :/

I missed the days when we're close, if only there's no problems to be

vexed about - we could be the greatest greatest of friend, right?

Sighs, but I know we can't because you already have someone in place,

I can't possibly take over the place yea? (Okay, I sound so stupid)

Guess we can only remain as it is now. It's already very good for me.

But I swear you're always the greatest friend in my heart,

the one that will never leave me alone, the one who can make me smile

with your silly words and action.

For now, I'm just so confused & I know you feel the same way too. You have your own

reasons while I have mine too, how should we ease the pain? Sighs.

What should we do? ): We will be fine right? We will forget those unhappiness right?

*Misses.

STUPIDHEAD! ♥