huh ! holiday assignments piling up . lame shits ! >,<' CCA practices coming up toos . [i forgot those steps] still got to go library for borrowing of books; i have to improve english no matter what ! heh heh =D after this year; i wanted to have real goals and achieving it wit all my heart ! SINCERITY; DETERMINATION ! i chose POA as my first choice; ART second . can i get in ? i'm really hoping to get into POA class. or at least a ART class ? what about geography& history? i took geo as first choice ! many people would want geog class; history is just so boring >,<' going to 3NA2 next year for me would be difficult for sure . even though i improve, compared to mid year . it's a ' NO WAY '


it's a misery staying home rotting ! eww , SO BORING CAN ! how am i going to survive for this longlong holiday ? hmm .. i need to work URGENTLY ! i just need credits so urgently ! =DD my mum asked me not to work, and told her where the money come to buy next year's books, uniforms and those stationeries ? >,<' she went speechless then . lols ! I JUST NEED TO WORK NOW ! sometimes; i felt real useless . i can't express my feelings . it's such a pain keeping those thoughts inside my heart . i wish to be BOLD ! interact wit the other party smoothly . it's really challenging, becoming a BOLD person . =X i'm a person wit bad attitude toos . real BAD attitude ! ):` it's another challenge to become a person wit good attitude toos ! ANYONE CAN INFLUENCE ME WIT SOME POSITIVE STUFFS ?! i'm getting bored wit my skin . gotta change soon ! hmm . i shall stop here . getting late; SCHOOL TML ! =DD

went swimming wit jas, joelynn, serina, jiahao
and rebecca! met very early again, 930am -.-"
but i didn't wake up late! i woke up punctually. =DD
funlars ! we played water games too. llols. xD
after that uncle raymond together wit jiesharon,
kor paul, jasmine, rebecca and me went to eat at
ZINGDO. we had buffet llor. & i ate quite alot lars ! ):
after swimming eat so much will be FAT again! I DN WANT !


and SO GREAT!


i'm BURNT ! wahahas. my face so red now ! (:
if i go swimming for 4more times, i will be CHARCOAL!
school reopen, you will be seeing a NEW look of me. XDD



i never thought of giving up.
but do you know i'm still waiting ?

SUNDAY 211006.

a visit to DINESH house =DD
he's house so fun llo. especially the guitars!
i love his sister's DAISY ROCK or ROCK DAISY.
can't remember the name. it's PINK in colour. nice!


TUESDAY 241006

it was a holiday. went out wit some friends.
they meet at 8.15am early in the morning.
guess what, i overslept despite jasmine calling !
i woke up at 8.40am, and rushed there.
we went jogging& then swimming. hahar
we got motive doing all this exercises ! hees.
i'm not tanned enough, i still want t be more tan!


THURSDAY 261006

went to celebrate joelynn at syuhada's house
it was a surprise lar. joelynn didn't know only until
syuhada bought the cake & we sang birthday song!
i suppose she was very surprise& shock =DD
we played UNO, eat, drink& take pictures ! <33
tml joelynn's birthday, wish her a very HAPPY BDAE!

what stupid school magazine is that?! -sighs
dnt have our photos still need to pay $6 for that!
waste our money only. what 20th anniversary. argh!
i really hope next year's school mazagine or yr book would
be a better one! wit the collection of this year's class photos!


ENJOY! lols

such a pathetic result. it's a disappointment.
i failed my maths, science and history.
and my prediction is right. oh well, can't help it.
have to blame me for not studying hard enough.
i just have to accept the fact that i'm not going to 3NA2.


FRIDAY 201006


went MAC wit serinaAIAI & jasminePRECIOUS =]
jianyou wasn't there. we chat&chat, play&play !
lols and i met someone NEW today. it's sallySENIOR !
she worked in MAC, and she's so friendly and NICE !
i end my day beautifully wit MCFLURRY & CONE ICECREAM!


THURSDAY 191006


i LOVE joelynn, christina& shufang buddies ! <33
was suppose to be dismiss at 10 . but suddenly changed to 1.45pm
shit llor. we had to be present for the graduation day ceremony.
it was so-so. but, i felt that we're just there to fill up the spaces!
lols however, i like one part. where guo quan sang a song named DREAMS !
he sang& played the guitar LIVE! it was so sweet and nice. =DD
but, sad lar. sec4 and 5s going to sit for their O level this year.
and after this year, they will graduate and get into polys, jc and so on.
i will miss all my c.d seniors who had been such a great seniors ! =DD
last but not least, ALL THE BEST FOR YOUR O's =]]


i hate pimples. dumnit!

can you just stop doing all this .
you've hurt all of us, you know !
i'm not blaming you for saying all this
perhaps i didn't treat you well or smthg .
i beg you, stop saying all this . can we just
put a fullstop here ! PLEASE, PLEASE !


i've really got no idea why you're doing this .
i've always treat you as my bestfriend, even
after all those awful incidents, i still do !
YES, call me a flirt . whatsoever . i dnt mind .
but please, don't blame all the friends around .
they are innocent . push all the blames to me !
it's really none of their business . this problem
involves only you and me . they're OUT .
fine; just put all the blames, scold me, talk behind
my back . i dnt care . i admit it's all my fault .
i deserve all this . PLEASE, don't blame those friends .


i dn't wish for any fights or quarrels between us .
i want PEACE ! but i guess it will never happen .
whatever it is, stop blaming them . it's all my fault .


i never knew such things could happen between us .
i didn't know that things really got so bad . =[
really craves for happiness and peace betweeb us .
she's my bestfriend afterall . i don't wish to lose her .
but if she still treat me as an outsider . so be it .
there's nothing i can do to get back this friendship .


GOD BLESS!

perhaps it's love . it's really love !
i wonder how love is like . beautiful ?
but i guess partially is sorrows lars .
in this world, no relationship is sweet .
there will be sorrows and tears right .


conclusion : DO NOT FALL IN LOVE WITH LOVE !
DON'T BE A FOOL TO BELIEVE THAT THERE'S TRUE LOVE !


oh well, a fine sunday . nothing much .
i watch vcd the whole afternoon ! wahahas !
princess hour is really a nice show alright .
so called ' love story ' i guess . don't miss it !
you will love that show like i do . -laughs . =D


MONDAY ! new start of the week !
i hope i will have a wonderful week right .


i LOVE mye darling AIAI ! =DD
GOD BLESS ! tkcares loads .

hello everybody . XP`
thanks for your visit to my new blog . i've change my address again. -laughs . i guess i won't be changing anymore lers . as i admit i'm really a bigbig WEIRDO . please relink me or link me ! arigato ! (: i will be appreciated wit your relinks . bahahas !


gosh ! i can't believe it's HOLIDAYS . but i'm not happy at all, kays . in fact, i'm felt very lonely and sad ]: some people will have the same feelings toos. and guess what we will be missing ? lols . obviously is "GUYS" . what a joke right . we're mad about guys in schools . can't help . lols


SATURDAY 141006

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZOE ! XDD
i lorve this girl a lot lars . she's cute & chio
big hug to her . best best wishes for YOU !

had our teachers' seminar training today . obviously i'm not the teacher . -laughs . XPP it's WE-SHARECARE society organised right .we were there to help out . YEPS . had lots of fun . and we saw vincent ng there ! filming or smthg . =D after that, i went home . course my mood was LOW ! didn't join them for 'neoprints' . it's not a lame thing lar . and not i didn't want to join them . cos i was MOODLESS as i mentioned . and i online-d right after i came back home !


FRIDAY 131006

went for meeting . i'm a busy person lar . lols . i remembered we had lots of fun after the meeting . we played alot of games . i love those chair games ! we laughed like bunch of SIAO KIAS -laughs . i really enjoyed my day wit those bunch of funny girls . they are just so KAWAII!


THURSDAY 121006

ART paper . it was the very last paper we had . and it's OVER ! HURRAY !
i predicted . i failed my art, maths paper 2 and science ! perhaps english . and i will be dead !
i actually flunk my art ! kinda disappointed . but serve me right . i didn't do my prep work on time . and was rushing like hell in the last minute . in the end, i colour-ed like SHIT ! oops XP
after studying so hard for history and geography . i gave up my science paper ! which is important . but i did study, really ! i swear . just that there was not much effort during my revision . okay, watever it's over anyways . just have to wait for the results llo . i doubt i can get in my dream class 3NA2 . i will be crying like hell when we get to know the class we get into .
perhaps i might even get demoted . if it really happens, i will STOP schooling . bahahas ! XP


went movie wit serina; jasaw; jastan; chris; jianyou; shufang; sharmaine . YEPS; we had a lot of fun lars . we watched ROB - B HOOD . very nice show lar . must watch! it's touching, it's funny, it's meaningful . PLEASE GO WATCH ! and the baby is cute de lo . lols went back home at about 8plus . wanted to go play but afraid bad things will happen . serina and me ended up going to my house de basketball court to look out for AHEM . hahars both of us eyes got stamps . saw the wrong person ! which is so paiseh . wahahas; WHATEVER! chatted wit serina awhile . then sent her to the bus-stop . i'm a good person, i know i know. XP



i'm tired of posting. gtg bye!