Ooooo. What a bad day. Was late again today :X
This time really got a DC form. Lol. >,<"
I also don't want t be late okay, but no choice what.
woke up late again. So.. hahahs.

I'm so pek chek with Naigin today. Urgh.
Keep disturbing me, and i shout at him today. Lol.
Until the later part, then i know it's not his fault,
hahahs. But whatever, he deserve it anyway. Hahh

Yah. Lesson was alright. I fell asleep again :P
During Vip as well as Art lessons. Hahhas.
what i quoted. "the more you learn, the more you earn"
Well. i find this quite meaningful. If you don't learn from
the mistakes u made, you will never know how far
you can go. So. Ones' should learn from our mistake.
And also, if you learn more things, of cos you will be able t
earn more knowlegde. Which is true (:
Although i didn't pay attention during Vip lesson, i still
learn something at the end of the day. (:
During art lesson, so funny lah. The more he talk, i will
close my eyes even more. I can't control too.
I tried t open my eyes as wide as possible, but fail t do so.
Hahs. So i fell alseep lor. So funny..

The band so cooool. (:

iritating brother don't want let me use the comp.
dont understand what's so interesting about
playing the soccer game. It's so lame lah. Click here
click there. Even maple also nicer. Lol.
Then i ended up using sister's laptop, which is so lag.
dumb- So i waited& waited. finally it's my turn t use!
Hahahs.

2-days of dancing. 2 words; dead beat. But..
there's improvement today. Which is a good thing of cos.
Guess i just need some more practices before going
for audition. I'm trying t improve my dancing skill. Lol.

Tuition was alright. All about graphs lor.
and i hate graph so much, mrs kumar saw what i wrote
on my textbook; I hate graphs! Lol. so funny de.
Yadah. I just find graph difficult t understand. Lol.
my brain cannot work anymore. Hhahas. People think
graph very easy yet i think it's so difficult t understand. lol
whatever, whatever (:

Spent my two days on dancing. Forgotten about my homework.
I still have my art work t do. Yet i forget about it. >,<"
I'm going t get it from Mrtan tmr. Hahahs. diediedie xP

I'm tired. So tired ):
Was rather busy this few days, or maybe this week.
Had dance practices for the whole week.
just because we wanna complete our Ndp steps, and
other stuffs. Kinda tiring. Try it and you will know.
Of cos i can't grumble too much, because i know after
everything, you will surely have a sense of satisfaction.
That's why i love dance (: though i don't dance well -.-

After so many days of practices, i guess i didn't take
care of myself well. I'm sick now. I feel feverish, and my
throat hurts. i'll try t stay away from fast-food. x.x
I don't want t be sick lah. It's a very troublesome thingy. Lol.
I hate t be sick, well i guess nobody likes it too. Hahs.
Hoping that everything can end faster, i can concentrate on
my studies too. WorkHard. WorkHard (: Lol.

There's alot of unhappiness things happening recently. Sad-ed.
I'm reallyreally sorry for what had happened. And i mean it.
Don't wanna see you sad or angry. I want see you happy too.

It's a bad day. Or i should say it's a blackblack day for me. Everything came pouring onto me. Nothing went good. I was in super bad mood today, mood swings till i can't stand it anymore. I'm really getting back t my old-self. Which i don't want it t happen right now, at this time! I had enough of nonsense last year. I had enough of those emo-ness i went through. I had enough of those painful experience. Why can't everything be Change! I want a new life, a life that i can live each and every day with happiness. Less worries. Less sadness. Less pain. Less TEARS! That's my wish. Which i reallyreally wish it could be granted. Pretty please..

I'm such a sucker right. I'm such a bad girl with no brains? A girl who calls people names? A person with no heart? Ya right, That's my true colours huh. Im so heartless that everybody wants t stay away from me. And i guess, someday, you will leave me too. Because i'm just that sucker who does not appreciate anything. The one who break promise everytime. The one whom you think is good, but actually so evil inside. And also, a attitude freak who like t show attitude and throw temper at anyone. Since whatever i said did not make you feel good, and even made you so unhappy about me. I really don't know what t do. Yes, i admit it's my fault. I realized my mistake. And i know it's no point crying for split milk, because you won't accept my apology. Seriously, it was only meant t be a joke. You joke with me too. But i didn't know you took the joke so seriously. Causing you t be so unhappy about. Now, i telling you this. It's a joke. I really didn't mean it. It's my fault for making you so angry. From today onwards, i will not tell any jokes. I'm sorry. Very sorry for what i've done. I'm really not showing sympathy towards you. I really do care. And i'm not faking. Whatever i said in this post is true. You can choose not t forgive me, because it's really my fault. Just wanna say Sorry.

I'm tired. Veryvery Tired.

Letting out the noise inside of me

Every windowpane is shattering

Cutting out my words before I speak

This is how it feels to not believe

Ohmy. I've not watch mtv channel for manymany weeks.
So many new songs up. Urgh. How irritating. Lols.

It's Monday again. Start of the week. Ohmygod. ):
I just hate monday, no idea why. But just hate the feeling of
going t school on monday. Lol. My whole mood will sink
to the bottom. like nobody's business. hahahs.
But luckily i woke up early today, so didn't rush like hell. Hahs.
In the end, i think i'm late for 5mins or so. Just because i spent
about 5mins at the customers' service for topping up my card.
Wahlao. I failed t be early. I'm training myself t be early, so
that next time i won't be always late. Lols. good huh.

Drizzling in the morning. No morning assembly at parade square (:
Went back t class and blablabla. Mood was like swinging. Lol.
Luckily i have some jokers in class. I laughed& laughed (:
Lessons were, okay-lah. That's what i can say. No homework !
Vip and Homeroom lessons were like so boring. But i would rather
stay in class for homeroom than going for assembly -.-
And it's like really nothing much for today. Super duper Sians.
After school, zoe came t find me. And we went t find juniors.
blablablah. (: Emalia so pervert. Smack my butt. I'm so sensitive ok.
Lol. Yesyes. Im sensitive t that. Especially my face ! I don't like
people t touch my face. Of cos there's reasons behind it. Hahhs.

Okay, i stop here. Got to finish up my artwork ):

Dancers-Singers. Lol. I love dancers. SINGING ROCKS(:

Sick and Tired.

Such a nice afternoon nap. Especially with the nice weather. Lols.
Now i have the full energy t do whatever i want. Coool (:

Okay, i have alot t say. Just that i don't know where t start. Hmm. Maybe i'll just start from 'Fairness'. I find it quite unbearable when someone is bias towards the others. What do you think the other person will feel? I'm sure he/she will feel quite hurting. Looks really can be decieving. You may see the person treating another person very good, but you will never know what's behind it. You gain alot of trust from a person whom you just know. Yet lose so much trust on someone you knew long ago. Is this call "letting new friends taking over old ones"? Not only friends will be like this. Teachers too. They will always side on the well-behave students than whoever else. Have they ever thought is it fair? Well-behave students are not really good students. Some may appear good, but actually they are acting. I met this kind of people. I have this kind of people in my class too. Hais.

Life have not been very smooth this few weeks. Met alot of problems as well as difficulities. I tend to be very emo, very angry, very disappointed. And never once have i been very happy towards anything. So you see... Living life happy is a very difficult thing. How can i live life so happily when i met so many problems? How can i live life happy when i have to overcome those fears? How can i live life happy if i keep thinking about the past? How can i live life happy if i worry about so many things? I'm good-for-nothing. Hais.

precious; don't worry too much. I'm always here for you. Promise to be there whenever you need me. Just remember don't be too stress up. Must have proper meal, drink alot of water. Hahs. Don't so emoemo luh.
Be happy alright. Cheers ;DD

love is not just about being happy.
the more you love, the more you learn.

It's Friday. 20072007. Consider a special day ;D
However, i don't feel any excitement today. I was sulking the whole day. Being emo in another word. Such a special day, yet i did nothing special. Wth. Totally don't know what am i doing. And i'm really really so busy about other things. For some, they can spend their weekend so happily. As for me, i had t attend practices, course, tuitions. Is this call seize the day? Though those practices, course, tuitions are necessary, by the end of the day i will be seriously dead beat. I really want t rest. Feeling kinda stress and vexed now. Maybe i really don't know how t handle this kind of situation. Being a busy-teen isn't good. freedom.

Usually i will be quite high during Maths lesson. Unlike today, i was emo-ing in class like nobody's business. Hmmm. was worried too. But my Aiai helped me in other way. WHYWHYWHY? I don't want t be my old-self. I don't want t be emo. I don't want, I don't want, I don't want! I can't lift up t my motto ; Live Life Happy. I suppose nowadays i've been thinking too much things. I guess some things you just no need t think too much. It will only make you think MADLY! And i know i can't go on like this, I must WAKE UP! I believe i will recover back pretty soooon. The madness. The laughters. The smiles.

还想为你摇秋千
对着夕阳扮鬼脸
若月光再美一点
我们会否把手牵

还想被你碎碎念
当数流星的配乐
你却说你等不到天亮
空秋千陪整夜

空秋千- Rated/* 5Stars.
currently learning this song, together wit some dancers ;D

Okay. i'm so pissed off now.
Actually wanted t update about today. but no mood luh.
Forget it. Im going t play audition t calm myself down.

Nights! >,<"

Time for a new skin? Lols, maybe maybe. I'm afraid there's no time t do a new one. Hais. Rather busy nowadays lah, and it's like everyday i've been staying out till so late. And each time i came back from home, my mum would scream at me like no one's business. Lol. She's trying t let the whole block to know. Urgh. That pissed me off lor. But it's my fault too, i've not been a guai-kia since school starts. I've been back t my old self. Can't stick my butt t the chair for at least one hour t do some revisions or even Homework lor. Maybe i will do a little homework, but that's for only half an hour or so. After which, i'll just stick my eyes t the computer screen. -laughs. This is called plain laziness. If i really carry on like this, this term i'm sure i can't score well for every test i do. I'm also busy with other sort of things. I'm really really busy okay.

Sighs. I've never been so busy. All my days are pack with lots of stuffs. One thing i can be sure of, is that i can't even spend one hour shopping. Lols. I will call that a total waste of time. Cos i've other better things t do rather than wasting my time shopping for things. School's ending quite late too. Other school students enjoy their afternoon naps while we're still studying. Lols. It's sad though. But i will still love schooling. Even if lessons are boring, Maths is still my favourite.! Hahs. Just remembered something, i'm challenging with someone t score very well in maths. Really wish i can do well and beat that person. LOL! orbi-orbi ;D

It's Monday today. Drag myself out of my bed as i'm running late. Was so tired that i really really didn't want t go for school. Maybe i slept too late the night before. Lol. So i was like closing my eyes every moment, even ironing my uniform. Hahas. Call me a pig then ;P School was alright lah. Was dismissed at around 1:45pm. They came t look for me& we went causeway t have our lunch. Went t book the tickets before eating. This is so called an Outing for dance. Well, not too bad. Quite a number of them turned up. Watch Harry Potter. Hahahs. It's funny as well as interesting. I was sitting with Kuanwai and we had loads of laughter. I hate that Pink Lady. Forgotten her name in the show lah. Dont even bother. She's so wicked lah. Lols. After that, it's already 7plus. And the juniors wanted t take neos with teacher. So we went in. In the end. we took 2 times! wasted my time, but it's fun though. Hhahas. When i went out, mum called me. Of cos, she was screaming at me as it's already 845pm. Then we quickly went off, and we took cab home instead. Hahs. Save time but Lose money. ;P Something i really want t comment, Cab smell really stinks. Lols!

Went home, and Tadah: first thing was my mum scolding me. Lols.
But today's outing was really cool. Kamala so funny. hehes. Kuanwai too. I want t watch Transformers leh. heard that it's really nice too. *winks.
FUNFUN FUN (:

Schooling tomorrow. siansations. >,<"

It's me, with that green balloon (:

Lols. Jasmine& Kuanwai looked funny ;D

Yes. i'm right here blogging now (:

currently so pissed off cos of the connection !

sister's laptop really freak me out. hahs.

forget about that. let me continue ;D

120707

Such a dreadful day. vomitted for 4times. eww

had a terrible stomach upset. oooo. horrible ):

early morning, when i woke up. i can feel that im

going t vomit out soon. indeed, i vomitted ):

after vomitting. it gets no better. didn't want t go

for school. but still, i forced myself t go.

reached school. began t feel that my stomach was
groaning. i was in great pain then. suffering

during recess time, i can tahan& went home -.-

mama came t fetch me and took me t a doctor.

after i alight at chongpang. i vomitted!

i vomitted in the public! hais. super embarass lah.

the doctor gave me injection! ooo. ):

i was grabbing the pillow so hard lah, soo pain. hahs.

went home. i sleep& sleep& sleep. when i woke up

and eat, i really do not have any appetite.

i ate a few spoon of porridge, and i vomitted again. urgh.

mama asked me eat medicine instead. lol.

then i went back t sleep again. stomach was sooo pain.

at night. when i woke up, i was slightly better.

no more stomach pain. just a little giddy. Lols.

when online and blablablah ..

130707

when i woke up, everything was okay luh. (:

then i went t school. hehs. i chose t go because i've

got reahersal in the afternoon. if not, i'm on MC !

but still, didn't have much appetite t eat. hahs.

the reahersal was tiring but fun lah. (:

when we went back t school, we were all so high ;D

we sang& sang& sang. loads of fun& laughter.

by the time we reached school, it's alrdy 6plus going 7.

then went dinner with zhang lao shi& dancers!

and i reached home at 10pm. LOL.

I love dance! ;D

dancers-singers. Yes we are. hahs.

jian you pluck this for me. wishes me t recover soon. so sweet (:

I'm too tired t blog about anything.
i'll post it tomorrow morning, if i can wake up (:

all the best t dancers performing tmr !
we can do it (: Jiayous.

Got back home quite late. ):
nowadays kept spending my time outside until
very late. not even time for revision.
by the time i come back, i'm already half-dead. Lols.
so how do you expect me t revison or do homework ):
hais. ridiculous. Lols.

Okay. that's such a big change of my class.
perhaps we should just try t win back our pride.
this is the ever first time i see my class so unite.
not talking bout camp. this is the veryvery first time :D
just hope that it can last till we graduate.

nothing much t update.
i'm reallyreally tired. still get scolding from them. -.-
retarded. hurhur, whatever whatever!

It's a long long journey.

Never ending memories (:

Step one you say we need to talk

He walks you say sit down it's just a talk

He smiles politely back at you

You stare politely right on through

Some sort of window to your right

As he goes left and you stay right

Between the lines of fear and blame

You begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend

Somewhere along in the bitterness

And I would have stayed up with you all night

Had I known how to save a life

Let him know that you know best

Cause after all you do know best

Try to slip past his defense

Without granting innocence

Lay down a list of what is wrong

The things you've told him all along

And pray to God he hears you

And pray to God he hears you

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend

Somewhere along in the bitterness

And I would have stayed up with you all night

Had I known how to save a life

As he begins to raise his voice

You lower yours and grant him one last choice

Drive until you lose the road

Or break with the ones you've followed

He will do one of two things

He will admit to everything

Or he'll say he's just not the same

And you'll begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend

Somewhere along in the bitterness

And I would have stayed up with you all night

Had I known how to save a life

How to save a life.

Lyrics; The Fray-How t Save a life. rate/5stars Lols

rather busy this few days. Hais. wth lah ):
i'm also very very restless. not enough sleep lah!

school's fine.
i feel so high during maths lesson. Lols.
i joined table wit serina's and we talk,talk& talk :D
she was doing her things, while i kept laughing.
shall not tell you what i'm laughing bout. -secrets! hehs.
maths is the only subject i'm confident in. HAHs.
i love maths lesson. it's super fun (:

Okay. we had homeroom today. really bored.
he spent 45mins talking about our class matters -.-
well. i do think we're not as a class. however, why do you
have t call us morons like this? you think you have the right?
even if we're not as a class. so be it. i suppose studies
is more important than the class matters. didn't you know
that there's a minority of them who don't coperate?
no matter how many effort you put in it's totally useless.
so there's no point wasting you effort on them.
whatever it is. just let it be. let the people outside hate us.
i'll not care bout my class thing. studies come first!

i look forward t a long weekend alright. hmphs.
i'm really really tired and sort of things.
don't know why i felt so restless so recently. Hais.
being so emo-istic this few days over some matters. urgh.
but like i said. it's the best t live life happy. Lols.
don't let your trouble t distract you from doing other things.
Say 'NO' to Emo-illness. ;D (C) copyrighted. hahs.

Yadah. always left my homework undone.
yet. i could still pass up on time. Lols. -laziness lah ):
reading is more much better. :D
i want t borrow love stories novel. it would be rly geat! hehs.

okay. i think i should end here.
my eyes are kinda dry& painful. have t rest now. Byes.
Nights everyone. -loves.

last but not least. Happy One Month t my niece, Quinny <3

Live Earth Day.
greeeeen is the only thing i can see. lol
i just love today. we wore green tght.
070707. it's such a great day. i love it so much(:
neos with dancers. it's super fun.

before percussion. went t eat breakfast wit
uncle raymond. kuanwai& jasmine :DD
went upper thomson there de Prata Place t eat (:
first time try the Teh Tarik. it's like milk tea. lols.
very nice. the prata was not bad too.
after tat. went percussion loh. it's awesome.
we all played the DRUMS today. i was playing the
Djembe. Learned bout the Bass. Tone& Slap. Hahahs.
the new instructor so funny. " YES " hahas.
so impressed by the way they played their drums.
i want t play until like that too. ahhas.
i'm still trying out. my left hand like so useless. Hahhs.
cannot coperate wit my right hand. then the way
i play is like so retarded lor. Haiyo. but overall is FUN!
after that rushed for tuition cos we're late.
tuition was quite alright today. for the whole lesson. i did
my homework there. and actually. i can do every sum
correctly. but when i try at home. my mind is blank. -.-
nowadays. my brain works this way. i dont study on
weekdays but on weekends. because i've my tuition&
the homework given by the teacher. i only have the mood
t accomplish my homework on weekend. Lols.
and you can call this a super weirdo. that's me (:
no lah. it's not my brain. but it's my willingness.
becoming slacker& slacker each day. i've lost my interest
in every subject. except for maths. don't know why.
maybe because i understand that chapter well. and i
don't find it boring. yadah. maybe that's the reason! (:
however. i just feel so weird this few days. Hais...
finished my tuition& went lunch with jasmine. zoe& candy.
and we started gossiping. Lols. it was soooo funny. LOL!
then waited for them t neos. and home sweet home (:

i know i'm bad. and i feel guilty too. just tell me, will you? stop saying that you won't blame me. the more you don't blame me. the more i will feel guilty.

i'm so shocked by something lah. wth
jasmine& i were discussing. Lols. you will die.
because you will surely die in the end. Hahs!
don't try t act in front of us. because you're such
a lousy one. even if you win, we will not lose!
because we will fight till the end.

Okay. i shall put that thing aside.
something happy t share with everybody ! :D
Shubaa is the next president of our school (:
bigbig congrats t her. hahs.
other than this happy event, i guess there's not so much
happy things happen today lah.
was super pissed off wit my class. those irresponsible
people. i shall not be mean here. but VERY mean.
do they have the right t do this t us? hell.
yesterday before we went home. joe, serina& me clean
up the whole classroom. it was damn messy.
the next day after school it's so messy again.
all thanks t those people who sat at that corner playing
that stupid ' true or dare ' game. oh please. have the
sense of responsibility can. we didn't shout at your
for being so noisy okay. at least place back all the chairs
and tables neatly lah. and what's the point screaming
at your at the end of the day? we just said : " can your please
arrange everything neatly ? " "your leave the tables&
chairs like this and want t go home " your can't do it?
yah. that somebody heard what we said. however. that person
was too IRRESPONSIBLE! and ignored what we said. fine.
i'm sure one day you will get your retribution.
in the end. poor joelynn had t arrange& clean up again.
TELL ME WHAT'S THE POINT OF BEING SO KIND?
what does she get back the next day? JUNK!
so i said, those people simply don't have self-discipline.
still want t have rank in our class. ohmygod. ridiculous!
whatever it is. YOU ALL ARE THE LOSERS!
FOREVER THE LOSERS. AND NOT US.

LOSERS! LOSERS! LOSERS! LOSERS! LOSERS! LOSERS! LOSERS! LOSERS! LOSERS!

Lazybum. that's me (: hahs.
i was caught by mrs ong for sleeping in class 2times.
didn't even sleep for 5minutes leh. ):
during the 2 periods of maths lesson, i was half dead.
more talking, i really feel like sleeping. hahs.
should call myself a lazy pig. Lols. piggy *oink. :D

hmmm. can't recall what happen yesterday.
but it was a so-so day. as normal, we had Cca.
really really nothing much. not fun. not fun ):

today. nearly late for school. i'm late again :X
hada called me at 645am! yet i can be late lah. Hais.
after i hung up the phone, i went back t sleep again.
and woke up at 730am!! Lols. was supersuper late luh.
hahs. i'm the late queen nowadays.

sleep sleep& sleep. (:
it's a very nice hobby actually. hahas.

nothing seems t be perfect. not even me.

-12.58Am

Currently working on my humanities homework.
and had t finish my artwork by today. eww.
ART! i need some inspiration alright. Hahs :D

didn't want t update yesterday.
i was watching 18jinbujin for the whole night. Lols.
Ah Bi so shuai. Ah Jie so cute. Qiao so chio. Hahs.
i'm so crazy over that show. can't wait for episode 10.
nothing much yesterday. Tuition in the morning.
went lunch wit yeewan-yeexuan-jasmine-candy (:
wanted t go yee's house. but my mum said NO.
thought she bringing me go out. but in the end NO. hais.
then slept for the whole afternoon. homework not done.
my turn t use the comp. &&& youtube-ing :D

Hais. so disappointed.
爱真的需要勇气 来面对流言蜚语
只要你一个眼神肯定 我的爱就有意义