Friends? Best Friends? Best Friends For Life?

Love is an emotion that bends the mind and twists the will.
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I know I'm suppose to be revising now, I know I've got alot to catch up on. I know I shouldn't be such an ass to be so affected by all these small little things. But I just can't help it you know. It's really a torture to be so far away, and it's not like a day or two. It's been so long, months. I didn't forget about anything at all, even if I've tried to forget - I failed to do so. You know, it's not easy and you can't possibly ask me to forget about everything overnight. It takes time and they've always been saying that Time is the best medication to heal your wound. Seriously, it's not. No matter how much time is given, my wound will never heal. In fact, I think it's getting deeper and deeper, more painful.

You know what I want. You know it very well, I've spelled everything out for you and I do hope you get what I mean. I guess the only thing I can do is to wait and wait and continue waiting.

And I know that this is going to affect me very much, but I really can't help it. Twin, I'm sorry. You should know how I feel and I hope you understand. I know you meant well for me, I know you want me to be happy. But, you know it's very difficult. After so long, then I realised that I still couldn't do it. I really can't, it's hurting so bad it's affecting me so much.

Can't let the music stop, Can't let this feeling end.
Cause if I do it, I'll all be over, I'll never see you again.